wednesdae//blur..

wednesdae..9/3

woke up at 7.05 today.. was early and on time.. hope today will be a good day.. feel.. dunno.. hope all's fine..

stayed back at sch yesterday.. to try attempt the past practicals.. together wif irene and joy.. and daniel.. we asked him to stay back and help.. celine went off earlier.. rem on sun dear say wan watch movies wif mi yesterday.. lucky dear went out wif his fren.. mi was busy in sch.. preparing for test.. well i hope to say hard work does pay off.. hope i can pass ba.. and all my classmates too..

jus wanna blog bout daniel.. hee.. yesterday we took a short break at mac.. after we completed prac8.. they decided to grab a bite at mac.. so i went along.. later they went to buy food.. dan came back first.. and guess wat.. he bought mi a burger too!! haha.. silly guy.. i aso din say i wan to eat.. haha.. den i ask him to hav it to himself.. den he say.. i so skinny le.. ask mi muz eat more.. hhaha... sweet of him aint it?? irene and joy also shock.. haha.. later joy ate the burger.. wahaha.. she say cant resist the temptation.. haha.. so farni.. while takin a break there.. was missing dear.. feel so jialart man.. im always missing dear.. wonder how bout him.. piss dear off yesterdae too.. said i gave him attitude.. watever la.. dear ask wats wrong.. i said i not too sure either.. jus piss off wif dear being rude to be at times.. wished dear can be more affectionate.. dear dun seem to show it that he holds a torch for mi at all le.. like he dun like mi and.. as though im always irritating him.. dunno.. dunno.. dunno.. jus wished dear can be more affectionate at times..

but haiz.. im also human ma.. summore a gerl lei.. which ger dun wan to be pampered by her dear de?? sumtimes i wish he would love mi more than i do feel for him..

here is where i realise im getting off hand le.. im beginning to expect more from others le.. this is not the way.. i always tell others.. to love is to learn to accept.. i should hav known dear has been this way all of his life.. i should hav accepted him the way he is rite from the start.. and not start demanding things to change.. am i getting sick and tired of things already?? i dun wan to show dear my true self.. i mean my OLD true self.. the dun care dun care attitude type.. am i returning to my oldself?? haha.. this brings mi to wat teacher said in this mornin tutorial.. chronic fatigue syndrome.. wahahhaa...might be having it.. haha.. was jus laffing bout it wif aini..

hmm.. fana dun worry bout the prac test okies.. teacher will be lenient de.. besides ur past work was still okie.. not like mi.. i need to buck up.. was thinkin of stopin sch le.. but dear encouraged mi.. by scolding mi hahah.. said if i ever dare to fail any modules or drop out.. see if he still wan mi not loh.. wa.. threaten mi lei.. hahha... but i think i did quite okie for the prac.. accept tt i din do the link.. coz i dunno how to do.. headache too liaoz.. but but but i did manage to get the picture of my viruses on.. wahaha.. even johan din manage to do so.. maybe his is error ba..

dear.. miss mi?? i do.. im feelin abit sick le.. think my flu gotten worse.. like wanna die.. wahahha.. haiz.. tired.. shall go take a nap.. now is 7.40pm.. haven do research on the PEST and micheal porter's model on international business.. haiz.. see if i can get up again ba..

**by the way.. is it by coincidence?? or did i really tell dear mi ya chi tong.. ?!?! watever.. i shall tell dear anyway.. if it hurt one more time.. think i wan make dear read my blog.. but dear thinks its a waste of time.. later kena scoldin onli.... nvm den.. dear take care at training.. btw i miss dance.. i wanna dance.. i wanna dance for dear to see.. dear nv got the chance to see mi perform yet and im out le..

hey sis... i miss u lei.. watcha busy wif?? read ur blog u like so busy wor.. dun like the other time ah.. hungry go get something eat okies.. at least feel ur stomach.. dun let it go empty for long.. sorry i din get the time to reply ur email as yet.. i wan to pen down my thoughts first.. share wif u again.. mis u.. take good care..

i love u my darl..
feeling the shivers le.. dun care liaoz.. i wan to slp le..