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wednesdae.. 16/3

dear went for road revision.. met dear at ssdc.. later came my place.. i hav international business project research.. and test the next day.. 5 chaps.. not started yet.. so dear decided to come my place..

dear so tired.. lethargic.. moody.. not enough sleep.. stil came over my place.. accompany mi.. dear took a short nap in my room.. jus to accompany mi.. wake up only still made noodles for mi.. feel so princess.. hee.. dear went home late..
i feel so guilty.. but feel loved anyway..

thursdae.. 17/3

dear had his TP test today.. yes!! and dear passed!! finally.. i'm so glad and relieved.. and worried at the same time.. relieved dear finally got his licence le.. so happie for him.. but dear riskin the dangers that might face in future.. haiz.. no matter how careful a person is.. u'll never know wat might happen.. it took a total of about 7mths.. dear took so long.. to finally get to today..

and my test for today..IB.. goner.. goner.. im done for it.. it was a difficult paper man.. scared fail.. haiz..can still forget brin calculator..
*happie birthday fana ger..

fridae..18/3

had a headache.. since mornin.. had a hard time waking up for mornin tutorial.. manage to get myself outta bed aniwae.. after tut.. had five hours break b4 next lesson at 3pm.. had breakfast wif irene celine.. haha.. had fun orderin in chinese.. haha.. i realise i laff alot today.. and each time i laff hard.. my head throb.. pain sia.. but i had to laff.. so damn farni.. did research and online marketin quiz.. and help dear with abit research for his flash.. hope he got wat he wanted.. anyway.. since no much time to go home.. i slacked in sch till next lesson loh..meet dear durin his break.. accompanied him go make his licence.. hee.. finally finally.. had wanton noodles there.. yummy!! (*reminds mi of joy..keke..)

laff alot wif dear.. i seem to feel happie today despite my terrible headache.. i dun seem to feel the pinch in my heart.. nor the worries.. on anythin.. i dunno.. maybe the headache had force brains to stop thinkin for awhile.. haha.. anyway.. had a good time wif dear.. though its barely an hour.. i jus simply enjoy dear company..

later went back to lab.. called shu yi and zhenyi they all.. ask whu free to help mi out take over mi.. shu yi called back say help mi ask joan.. lucky joan free to help mi out.. i owe her one.. hee.. but also all thanx to shuyi.. so i called joyce to inform.. before i fang xin to take a nap in sch.. haha.. couldnt take it liaoz.. head pain ah.. jw and i we both wanted to go town.. somewhere sit down talktalk.. but other time perhaps..

i din ask dear this time round.. if i can cancel today's work.. dinwan disturb dear.. only tell him when he cal mi while i was leaving lab.. jus nice the timing rite.. as always.. dear cals at the rite time.. hee.. haiz.. dear say mi ah.. today 8 bucks per hr got money earn dun wan work.. haiz.. i hear liao should have ask dear first.. den maybe will go work.. but den again.. cannot la.. haiz..really feel like wana fall sick.. sorry ah dear.. hee..

hee dear say mi headache tts why accmpany mi home de.. hee.. dear so sweet.. somethin not dear will do everytime.. feel love.. thanx dear.. reach home.. bath.. blow dry hair.. den fall aslp on the couch holdin dear's lap..

later dear carried mi into my room.. accompanied mi to slp.. told dear to go home le.. before i go slp.. coz i dun wan to wake up only to realise dear not ard le.. but dear jus wan mi to slp.. i closed my eyes.. but i din fall asleep.. i jus let my eyes and body rest.. i couldnt sleep.. din tell dear.. but i din realise it when dear left the room.. look beside mi dear not there le.. tot dear go le.. i went out to the living room to see dear still ard.. so glad to see dear ard.. the feelin.. so hard to explain.. i mean u wan to see someone.. and the someone is there.. and it can really make u feel good.. jus leaned on dear.. den he hugged mi.. i feel soooo good.. dun feel the headache le.. *i wan a time machine rite now!! .. hugged dear before i go back to slp.. dear still dun wan go.. i feel bad leavin dear alone.. but dear wan stay on..

dear later came in at 10.30pm.. sat on my bed.. den i looked at him.. den i realise i've never seen tt face expression for a very long time le.. i jus wanna pause that moment.. dear's face.. so soft and smilin.. he jus looked at mi and smiled.. he actions had already described a thousand words le.. here is where i realise i had not been sleepin all this while.. coz dear come in tt time.. i din remember myself wakin up like the way im supposed to.. dear actually came in to say goodbye.. his goin home le.. din wan dear to go as yet.. but cant b so selfish.. dear need to rest too.. tml got a whole day off work.. coz he goin for lion dance.. dear take care of ur health ah.. slp enuff.. if not headache.. very jialart de.. my baby kissed mi on the forehead before he close my door.. was wishin it would open again.. coz i wan a hug.. but it din..

dear gonna spend a day with his troupe mates.. and his good fren.. dear among all your good frens.. i hope to be ur best fren.. one tt u can share anything everything.. not jus ur love one.. not on account of bein jealous or anythin.. i jus hope dear dun forget mi..

thanx dear..
and before i forget.. i love u darlin.. goodnight..