those were the days..

waking up early in the morning to go visiting and collect many many ang baoz.. one house to another.. all my aunts and uncles.. not time no see le.. the smell of new yr.. its different this yr.. but im so lucky i still hav dear.. made mi feel good jus to know im wif him.. haiz..

those were the days..

well.. happie lunar new year to all family frens.. and dear!! had fun rushing here and there from ur place to kor place and back to my place for tuan yuan fan.. hee.. love ya to bits.. hee..
den i know i somehow affected ur mood the next day..it was da nian chu yi..

countless times u raged.. and almost raised ur voice.. im sorry.. im lost these few days.. like in a world of my own.. keep thinking.. bout nothing.. tt was why u sense the 'blur' in me while over the phone.. thanx for bringing mi back.. and over ur place.. jus seem to be irritating u as well.. haa.. i mus be on ur nerves.. haiz.. drank tiger wif bro den headed to bed..

second day of lunar new yr..
woke up at 11.30 this morning.. considered early loh.. haa.. went to big uncle place.. den ah gong sister son place.. haa.. den went over to ma fren place for dinner.. dear joined mi at the last stop.. hee.. we had dinner together den..
din know i would get to meet u de.. hee.. shall go catch some sleep le.. am tired.. zzz.. nite peeps..

am eating the chocolate sis gave mi on thurs.. miss her.. hee.. spent the nite over at dear's place last nite.. packed my bag and brought over the baby body foam wash for dear.. hee..he likes the smell.. brought along my phone charger as well.. as my phone dying out.. went over durin noon.. and baby still aslp.. hee.. spent a few moments jus sitting quietly and watchin him as he takes his nap..

as i unpacked my stuff den i realise how stewpit i can get when i forgot bout my phone at home.. wat do i do with my charger without my phone?? hahha.. tats mi.. blur.. haiz.. anyway we had dinner watched tv.. and wanted to go look for kor.. his working at chinatown for these few weeks.. but as we got ready and about to leave house.. it rained.. so decided to wait on.. but rain no stop so drop the idea le..

later received cal from bike shop.. his xiao laopo okies liaoz.. hee.. thanx to jw for helpin mi wif this nick huh.. hahha.. we hurridly went down in drizzles of rain.. nite was cold.. collected dear's bike and went off happily.. though we felt the pinch but its better to be safe den sorry.. paid a full 600 bucks for my baby's xiao laopo.. hee.. played cards wif his mum lei.. hahha.. of coz i kept losing..hee.. later bathed..

den baby decided to count the amt of coins we saved over the yrs.. hee.. it amounted to quite a satisfying amt to mi.. hee.. but dear thought it was still slow over the yrs.. that the amount should be more.. hee.. we decided to deposit part of it to our bank.. :) it weighs man!! after we packed up all the coins to plastic bags.. we called up the bank in the middle of the nite.. yea we called three times.. hee.. jus to hav our questions queried. hahha.. u hav to pay to deposit coins u know!! hahha.. washed off the smell of coins and off to bed we go.. but naughty mi.. i had to be hungwee.. and dearest cooked mee for mi lei!! wif scrambled eggs.. nice nice!! really.. hee.. of all i had to thank dear.. feels so pampered.. end up slpin at 4am in the morning..

ride bike to suntec.. once again im in the sun on the road wif dear on his bike.. heee.. miss those feelings.. but it also means there will be no more taking of bus and walking to stores or getting nearby groceries le.. hee.. btw the helmet stinks.. its been in the box for too long.. need to be aired badly man.. haa..

here are some of the pics i took back on christmas eve..
we went sushi tei , shopping and karaoke..

yakitori don


golden roll - its a must try.. nice.. even for prawn haters..
its king-sized prawn deep fried and rolled wif sushi rice.. later topped wif fresh mangoes.. :)


tts my kor tryin to kiil himself wif the prawn head..


my fav pic for the day.. my dearest sis.. huggies


tats how nice our kor is.. helpin us wif our bags and all.. luv ya man.. hee.. sis and i will always be grateful to u..


this was taken on xmas eve eve hee.. wif my dearest close fren jingwen aka princess aka jw..


miss pretty face..






here's the latest of mi.. yea.. i've permed my hair le.. wif regrets though..


take care peeps..
nite baby.. i miss you..

im feelin down.. and somehow lonely.. somewhere along the ages of lives.. u should hav prolly felt the pangs of loneliness.. not cause u got no frens nor company.. instead u are looking for some time alone for yourself.. jus felt that i had to think through alot of things.. on my own.. argh.. dun even know wat im blabbering..

anyway.. its the new year!! hope every one has gotten down their new year resolution and gotten over wats past in 2005.. and get ready for new adventures this yr.. spent my new yr's eve's eve (fri) out at black's.. quite borin for a first time i should say.. hee.. nobody one.. yea.. wif the new upcoming of mos and momo.. its getting hard to see crowds else where le.. spent the nite at dear's place.. got home the next day and decided to really start doing proj.. i admit. it was rather simple and last min.. but i thought at least my efforts would paid off but it din.. quite sad.. got quite alot of feedbacks and remarks from teacher..
he's disappointed wif our work..
we are disappointed wif his attitude.. i've nothin to say bout the rest..

later got home. and bathed.. stayed in the bathroom for quite sometime.. used to enjoy sitting in the bathtub and soaking myself up in my parents bathroom when it was still in use.. now its more like another part of a store room for my mum.. too much of her cosmetics stuff liaoz.. so i jus let water run through my hair.. from head to toe.. feel refreshed.. made some cereal den checked mail. tts when i felt quite lifted off from my moodiness.. got an email from my baby.. and its rare.. it the first email for the yr:) i jus got so happie tt i teared upon reading it.. jus hav to say thank you to u again dear.. no matter wat it takes for the future.. im jus glad for the pass journey u've walked wif mi.. apart from all other little squibble and squabbles..

enough for the day.. i jus wan to end my day soon and start a new day tml.. somehow i feel somethings gonna happen again.. jus keeping my fingers crossed.. reall bad things.. haiz..

jus anote to my frens... all my frens.. take care of ur loved ones and treasure them wisely.. whether an old flame or jus an aquaintance or an old best fren.. they did walked a certain path wif u in ur life before.. or share the same habits once wif u before..

hmm.. now tt sch's reopened.. canfeel stress piling up fast le.. cant procrastinate any much longer.. ple help guide mi along my last hurdle i pray..

nite peeps. take care ya all.. huggies..

luv ya baby..