im feelin down.. and somehow lonely.. somewhere along the ages of lives.. u should hav prolly felt the pangs of loneliness.. not cause u got no frens nor company.. instead u are looking for some time alone for yourself.. jus felt that i had to think through alot of things.. on my own.. argh.. dun even know wat im blabbering..

anyway.. its the new year!! hope every one has gotten down their new year resolution and gotten over wats past in 2005.. and get ready for new adventures this yr.. spent my new yr's eve's eve (fri) out at black's.. quite borin for a first time i should say.. hee.. nobody one.. yea.. wif the new upcoming of mos and momo.. its getting hard to see crowds else where le.. spent the nite at dear's place.. got home the next day and decided to really start doing proj.. i admit. it was rather simple and last min.. but i thought at least my efforts would paid off but it din.. quite sad.. got quite alot of feedbacks and remarks from teacher..
he's disappointed wif our work..
we are disappointed wif his attitude.. i've nothin to say bout the rest..

later got home. and bathed.. stayed in the bathroom for quite sometime.. used to enjoy sitting in the bathtub and soaking myself up in my parents bathroom when it was still in use.. now its more like another part of a store room for my mum.. too much of her cosmetics stuff liaoz.. so i jus let water run through my hair.. from head to toe.. feel refreshed.. made some cereal den checked mail. tts when i felt quite lifted off from my moodiness.. got an email from my baby.. and its rare.. it the first email for the yr:) i jus got so happie tt i teared upon reading it.. jus hav to say thank you to u again dear.. no matter wat it takes for the future.. im jus glad for the pass journey u've walked wif mi.. apart from all other little squibble and squabbles..

enough for the day.. i jus wan to end my day soon and start a new day tml.. somehow i feel somethings gonna happen again.. jus keeping my fingers crossed.. reall bad things.. haiz..

jus anote to my frens... all my frens.. take care of ur loved ones and treasure them wisely.. whether an old flame or jus an aquaintance or an old best fren.. they did walked a certain path wif u in ur life before.. or share the same habits once wif u before..

hmm.. now tt sch's reopened.. canfeel stress piling up fast le.. cant procrastinate any much longer.. ple help guide mi along my last hurdle i pray..

nite peeps. take care ya all.. huggies..

luv ya baby..