bored..

in sch rite now.. nothin to do.. jus finish lab session.. was rather blur.. din finish all the practicals though.. decided not to think so much.. rite now.. im jus tired.. feels like i haven slept for ages..wanna slp 24hrs a day.. seven days a week.. yawnx.. not sure if im meeting up wif serene tml.. btw.. i met monica while on the way to sch.. chat awhile.. missed her.. hee..
now waiting for dear.. he says he wans to come over to my place help mi wif my packing.. cool.. why never go buy phone?? shall ask him later.. miss him.. i love u baby.. no matter way happens..

tired day..

sundae...
it was a sundae when i got home so tired after work.. quarrelled wif bro.. haiz.. dun understand.. jus dun understand.. fcuk.. watever..

mondae...
went to sch for morning lec at eight.. managed to get up and bath.. i was actually late.. but cher gave us benefit of the doubt.. *smiles* IM NOT LATE!! went for tut den go laze ard sch.. den lunch wif dear.. den later fana aini came le.. after sch went home.. rest awhile den later change up den meet dear.. danny kor and cunxi came along too.. went to suntec.. wan to look up phones.. dear aiming this sony ericsson phone for quite awhile le.. we're hesitating bout whether to buy or not.. many pros and cons.. later we left undecided.. dear seem abit pissed off.. coz din got wat he wanted in the end.. we need a credit card.. and jus as he was msging at that moment.. he happen to ask if she has a card to lend.. i didnt quite like it coz.. to mi.. im jus thinking tt they mus b real close frens tt she can borrow card so easily.. or mayb her ma is really frendly and open and stuff.. im jus thinking.. why her.. dear asked mi.. we discussed.. i listed the negative sides.. like having to continue payment for two yrs.. and his own expenses.. and his upcoming bike.. and if a newer phone comes up nicer.. blah blah blah.. gave dear the band i made him.. den see him to the door..

tuesdae..
mi made a promise to try to make the best record for this sem.. whether in time for sch or going to work or even meeting him.. he always say.. ger... cannot like tt know.. *shakes head* not good.. go home try to sleep early.. feel dear cares so much for mi.. he bothers..
had lunch in sch wif dear.. after lessons went home.. packed some stuff.. so so messy.. later dear say he wan come my place after sch on thur, which is tml.., to help mi pack my books and stuff.. so sweet of him rite.. but i dun think dear can make it.. coz he might be getting his phone tml in any case.. .....

wednesdae..
i was on time wif fana.. dun so happie first.. if not i'll b late queen back in no time.. dear came to look for mi while im havin breakfast.. i had a two dollars breakfast.. told dear.. den we discussed again.. i finally told him.. dear dun buy the phone le.. dun buy already la.. jus suddenly dun wan him to buy le..i guess he nv tot i would ask him not to buy.. later he say.. " i've decided already.. im gonna buy that phone.. even if dun buy that phone im gonna get u a new phone in no time.. unless u hav a new phone in mind.. " i was thinkin.. now it becomes mi wanting a new phone?? i noe he wans mi to change a new phone coz of the quality of the phone im using now.. but when has to topic changed to mi?? tot it was him wanting that phone?? and right from the start i wasnt so on wif him for getting a new phone le.. especially this one.. no objections either.. but he asked for my comments.. and now when i asked him not to .. he said he finally decided that he will buy the phone.. dear dun regret buyin it kkz.. worried.. watever la.. im not prejudiced bout anythin.. jus dun like the feelin of u borrowin from others.. anythin.. whether money or card.. remember i told u in the very first place b4..now its gonna b for 2yrs.. haiz.. im uncomfortable dear... pls can u understand??
i dun wan end up next time u hav anythin also dun tell mi.. jus coz u think i will feel jealous very easily or wat.. u noe wat im saying rite??
dear...........................................................................................

hmm.. let mi recal.. today is monday.. okok...

saturdae..
supposedly to meet serene ger go walk walk shop shop.. but met dear in the end.. coz dear say wanna bring mi to escape.. hee.. excited.. but later cancelled.. coz dear got too many stations to do his surveys le..so went to marina bay to look for him.. :) later met up wif cunxi and danny.. went orchard.. mi and dear and cunxi shared a present for danny kor.. from matrix.. cunxi bought a shirt himself.. hee.. later wondering where to go.. mi took a pic wif dear.. *wish we can go take the star shot at the cine there:)* den later dear took one wif danny kor and another wif cunxi aso.. all so cute.. dear look so different from last time le.. his hairstyle ba.. new look.. fresh.. cute.. dashing.. but hor, when he angry hor.. can look very fierce de.. so i keep telling him to keep smiling.. hee.. den later decided to go party world loh.. ck and serene ger and anto aso cuming down.. all except alfie.. those bros so cruel.. hee.. while walkin over i saw apple.. and ivan.. hee.. den later sms loh.. dear keep sayin mi.. 'press ah press summore.. ' haha so funny.. i rmb dear told mi to jus spent when i feel the need to buy any stuff.. dear love mi.. i feel.. very much.. teng wo.. haha.. i will buy okie dear.. but only those i like de la.. cannot anyhow spent de.. hee.. later went off in cab.. taxi wif ser and ck.. reach bishan went to the new 24hr hawker.. btw saw sharil there.. ate le went hm.. i noe i made dear wait.. felt guilty.. dear not angry wif mi i noe.. but jus sumtimes i shd jolly well noe how to behave and tt dear dun like dilly dally kind.. coz the next day i still working.. haiz.. stewpid mi.. lucky dear did msg mi the next day.. :)

sundae..
reach hm cal dear.. faster bath den slp at 4am.. next day woke up msg dear.. went to work.. feelin so tired.. hee.. dear msg mi!! i awaes get so excited jus to receiv a simple msg frm dear.. fang gong at 4pm.. meeting serene ger.. finally.. so happie can get to meet her.. though its jus half a day spent wif her..

well.. things happened.. ck called n all was ruined.. after the cAl ger cried.. cried so hard.. ger u're hurt.. i can c wat u're goin through.. i feel things will get better if u're back to urself again.. all along i know it mus b sumthin u're hidding or keepin.. u are jus putting on an act putting on a mask all the time.. tts not the way to enjoy love ones my ger.. whether its a small matter or a tini winnie thing u can alwaes share wif mi ger.. dun b silly and try to keep all to urself..*we can alwaes keep mum bout wat we share rite?? least theres still summone to listen..* wats the use of siding when the truth wil still surface?? it hurts to c u in this situation ger.. i do hope things will turn out fine k ger.. thanx for sharing bout.. not the first time i hear these kinda stuff le.. i'll jus let it past..

haiz.. went to look for dear after shoppin ard.. took a bus frm suntec to dear place for nasi lemak.. later dad called and ask if i wana follow for bak chor mee.. haha after thinkin we could save on food and taxi fare.. we decided to follow my daddy haha.. dad pick us up frm dear place go bedok.. later sent him back too..

*was sharing wif dear bout serene goin through a rough patch..really realise im rather lucky wif a guy like my dearest.. though nothin is perfect.. im very very appreciative of dear le.. cant ask for more.. will learn to treasure all the time i hav wif dear.. while in the bus dear said he feel like meeting mi everyday.. feel he misses mi more..i feel so loved.. not alwaes it happens.. its jus sweet sweet feelin i get when dear... hee.. *

mondae..
woke up acc bro to peninsula plaza.. make pants.. walkwalk.. went to eat at delifrance.. bro treat.. wahaha.. bought da a watch.. miss her so mush.. later went to look for dear at mrt station.. hee.. helped wif 5 surveys onli.. later went to escape.. woohoo..

rainbow..flipper..viking..panasonic..go cart..but jus mentionin of the viking i feel like vomiting again.. wahhaa.. im so lousy.. i actualli vomited on the third ride.. while im still inside the ship.. wahaha.. so paiseh... it jus came out like tt.. blearhx... they had to clean it up for mi.. haiz.. i made dear so paiseh.. kaoz.. yasi aso there.. she accompanied mi to washup.. haiz.. later met dad at the bus stop.. went hm wif dad loh.. hee mi gd ger.. told dad dearwan mi go hm.. hee.. dad say dear very caring thoughtful wor.. haha.. mi better go slp le.. tml stil wanna go find dear b4 his surveys.. hope dear sleepin tightly sweetly now.. i love u baby.. always..

title?!?!?!

hee.. finAlly get A chAnce to blog huh.. hAha.. this blog my lil'bro help mi de wor.. wahAha.. i really hAte to edit it myself huh.. hAha.. had been workin this holiday.. Am now a wAitress wor.. hAha.. at fAr east.. a japanese restaurant.. sUsHi tEi..there the colleagues all very friendly...very patient in teaching mi the skills and ropes.. hee.. now can take order le.. though still wearing a trainee badge.. i sure hope to wear a badge wif my own name man.. hee..
welcome to sUsHi tEi... ira shya imase!! hee..
well .. many things have hAppened.. dear was sick recently.. now getting better le.. hope he'll stay healthy.. he start sch le.. now havin attachment.. this is the second week le.. i feel we're like gonna meet up very little le.. this coming semester coz since he'll be busy wif attachment.. later training here and there.. haiz.. hee.. jus hope he'll know to take care of himself and dun always tire himself out can le.. will miss him alots neh..
this sundAy gonnA meet serene ger.. hee.. miss tt ger Alot.. sure got lots to catchup.. hee..
i wish now for sch to start real soon.. but theres one thing i dread most.. ecomm project.. argh.. sumthin i know i cant avoid.. well... theres still frens ard to help i hope..talkin bout this.. i really needa thank a good fren.. will never forget florence.. she was there tt day when i went back to sch for re-presentation.. no words could describe how it feels.. hee.. thAnx florence.. in any case if u're readin this..
hmm.. today went deaR hm..was rAinin like hell when i left hm.. but miss him..so decided to go find deaR..reach his place only mi half soaked le.. hee..pei him.. ate his ma cook the mee tai mak..hee nice nice..really nice.. i like.. think is i too long never had a good meal at hm le.. hee.. miss da.. haiz.. den later go work le.. and guess wat im late again .. wahaha.. victor came back le.. hee.. hmm.. once more victor din scold mi.. really feel very guilty liaoz.. awaes late... really muz try to wake up my ideas.. be early.. haha.. im tryin hard le kkz.. give mi time ppl.. haha.. tired.. yawnz.. dear aso go slp le..think its time i dive into my bed le.. nitez..

-let mi dream of u tonite-

xciting

jus finished my last paper on e-commerce.. and its ma birthday!! haven seen dear for six.. no today is the seventh day le.. i miss him dearly.. hope he's doin fine and all..

today's paper was the toughest one i've done for mi.. watever that i studied did not come out.. those tt i had memorised.. i couldnt remember there and then.. was feelin so terrible and close to tears.. see my friends all left early one by one.. got even scared.. i stayed till 630 all the way till end of paper.. daddy, i mean my classmate gerald, had given mi a present for my birthday.. so sweet of him.. to jus even remember my birthday.. tot no one will remember anythin from my class.. hee.. happie though..

later dear called.. still at johore.. im worrying why it took so long for them to return.. and watching the news sayin there had been accidents coz of floods in malaysia.. jus worrying.. went home to wait for his call.. waited and waited.. till i think i felt a little irritated.. dunno is feel angry or jus plain worry.. finally he called to say he's home.. :) hear his voice only den i relax abit.. miss u so so much dear..

darlin was the first to wish mi a happie birthday :) thank you dear.. really hope to see you soon.. i hope dear u will do jus fine with ur exam results okie..dun worry dear.. mi gonna slp le..xiang ni..