tired day..

sundae...
it was a sundae when i got home so tired after work.. quarrelled wif bro.. haiz.. dun understand.. jus dun understand.. fcuk.. watever..

mondae...
went to sch for morning lec at eight.. managed to get up and bath.. i was actually late.. but cher gave us benefit of the doubt.. *smiles* IM NOT LATE!! went for tut den go laze ard sch.. den lunch wif dear.. den later fana aini came le.. after sch went home.. rest awhile den later change up den meet dear.. danny kor and cunxi came along too.. went to suntec.. wan to look up phones.. dear aiming this sony ericsson phone for quite awhile le.. we're hesitating bout whether to buy or not.. many pros and cons.. later we left undecided.. dear seem abit pissed off.. coz din got wat he wanted in the end.. we need a credit card.. and jus as he was msging at that moment.. he happen to ask if she has a card to lend.. i didnt quite like it coz.. to mi.. im jus thinking tt they mus b real close frens tt she can borrow card so easily.. or mayb her ma is really frendly and open and stuff.. im jus thinking.. why her.. dear asked mi.. we discussed.. i listed the negative sides.. like having to continue payment for two yrs.. and his own expenses.. and his upcoming bike.. and if a newer phone comes up nicer.. blah blah blah.. gave dear the band i made him.. den see him to the door..

tuesdae..
mi made a promise to try to make the best record for this sem.. whether in time for sch or going to work or even meeting him.. he always say.. ger... cannot like tt know.. *shakes head* not good.. go home try to sleep early.. feel dear cares so much for mi.. he bothers..
had lunch in sch wif dear.. after lessons went home.. packed some stuff.. so so messy.. later dear say he wan come my place after sch on thur, which is tml.., to help mi pack my books and stuff.. so sweet of him rite.. but i dun think dear can make it.. coz he might be getting his phone tml in any case.. .....

wednesdae..
i was on time wif fana.. dun so happie first.. if not i'll b late queen back in no time.. dear came to look for mi while im havin breakfast.. i had a two dollars breakfast.. told dear.. den we discussed again.. i finally told him.. dear dun buy the phone le.. dun buy already la.. jus suddenly dun wan him to buy le..i guess he nv tot i would ask him not to buy.. later he say.. " i've decided already.. im gonna buy that phone.. even if dun buy that phone im gonna get u a new phone in no time.. unless u hav a new phone in mind.. " i was thinkin.. now it becomes mi wanting a new phone?? i noe he wans mi to change a new phone coz of the quality of the phone im using now.. but when has to topic changed to mi?? tot it was him wanting that phone?? and right from the start i wasnt so on wif him for getting a new phone le.. especially this one.. no objections either.. but he asked for my comments.. and now when i asked him not to .. he said he finally decided that he will buy the phone.. dear dun regret buyin it kkz.. worried.. watever la.. im not prejudiced bout anythin.. jus dun like the feelin of u borrowin from others.. anythin.. whether money or card.. remember i told u in the very first place b4..now its gonna b for 2yrs.. haiz.. im uncomfortable dear... pls can u understand??
i dun wan end up next time u hav anythin also dun tell mi.. jus coz u think i will feel jealous very easily or wat.. u noe wat im saying rite??
dear...........................................................................................