What's Your True Color?

Green

You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum — reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You take pride in being a good friend. For you, success is measured in terms of personal achievement and growth, not by status or position. Rare as emeralds, greens are wonderful, natural people. It truly is your color!

- jus came across a website from a fren jon.. haa and this is my result.. im green.. i tot it was horny?? haa.. try it out okies..
What's Your True Color?
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hmm.. i jus went to get my hair permed.. promised to accompany ma go salon.. so this morning ma came in to wake mi up at 10:30am.. she finally got mi off dreamland at 11am.. which is our appointment time.. haa.. and we are one hour late for our appointment.. so bad.. den end up i got my hair permed.. but wif regrets.. coz i din get the curls i wan.. i wanted big waves.. i got small perms.. i dunno wat but i jus din like it.. hope the curls die down soon.. till then i shall stay home and hide away from all dear ones.. :)
miss u baby..
went look for daddy at taka.. den did a little shoppin too.. bought chocolates.. donuts.. alot more.. and finally my mangoes.. i've been craving for it.. haa.. and its jus the two of us to carry all the rubbish we bought.. wahahha..

fridae 23/12
went out wif my close budd jw.. haa.. did some last min shoppin.. ger did her manicure and eyebrow.. hee.. pretty pretty.. i wish the pics can auto upload.. cuz im jus too lazy.. one day k.. hahha.. had great fun.. tt we even forgot bout our dinner.. wahahha.. better dun let dear see dis too.. else im gonna disappoint him again.. hahha cant help it la.. time flies when u're wif ya good frens.. really. hmm.. went home ard 12am.. bought baby a berms.. but its too tight for baby.. haiz.. gotta bring it back someday to change again.. srry baby.. but u look cute wif ya cute tight butt lei. hahha.. geez im mad bout butts.. haa..

sat 24/12
went out to meet sis my dearest sis.. missed her so much.. and its been so so long since mi and sis and kor had ever a dinner together.. been so long.. hee.. really treasure the time spent.. hee.. karaoke too.. haiz.. still no pics.. but all's flashing throu my head rite now.. hee.. den later went over to marina.. met sis bb.. hee.. his playin bowlin.. den later my turn go find my baby.. hee.. den went to danny kor place for the nite le..
called my bro along.. happy bro came along.. din wan him to spent his christmas alone.. :) we had a so call mini celebration.. played ard.. watched tv.. even bought log cake to eat.. hee.. but apparently we all forgotten about the cake till next afternoon when we wake up haa.. we played cards.. den drank martell.. hee.. but i din get to drink much.. coz dear forbid mi to.. had gastric earlier on.. dear was strict about it.. so i listened.. im a good ger okies.. so i can only see them drink even when its my turn to loh!! haa.. nvm.. i'll hav my turn.. i promise myself.. hee.. and my dear bro got drunk.. his very first time.. haa.. wat a scene.. my baby too.. too bad sis cant stay over.. so left mi and danny hoaxing dear to slp while my bro knock out liaoz.. hee.. soon after kor too knock out liaoz.. i had my little christmas wish before i slp.. :) merry christmas..

sundae 25/12
its christmas.. happie christmas and merry new year everyone.. hee..
happie birthday to you uncle..
to mi.. i love christmas.. its the season of sharing gift exchange.. the season of remembering christ's birth.. the time where christians all over the world celebrate the joy.. the time when we wrap presents for our loved ones.. i miss those time when i had to shop for presents during my GB times.. those were the days.. hee.. miss ya yiling ger.. hope u're doin fine.. :) went home wif bro.. den bath and rest before going ot for dinner wif family @ bishan's cafe cartel.. hee.. we had ice-creams too.. hee.. no pics again.. haha..

had quite a fun day today..though i had to sit through the test this early morning.. turned out most of the answers i had wasnt the same as vash.. as he was sitting beside mi.. hee.. enjoyed tt small tok cok session after the test.. do take care of urself okies.. dun always work work work and dun come for sch.. before u know it.. sch days gonna over soon.. yea.. :)

went for lunch in sch.. wif johan aini and fana ger.. jw still in lab doin prac.. yea.. the three noti gers.. decided to skip practical coz .. of many reasons.. or shud i say excuses.. hee.. had McChicken meal.. hee.. den went home.. while the rest went off to hougang mall for their interview wif their external mentor.. hmm.. din turn out well after all.. hope nobody spoil their mood okies.. :)

went home to rest.. while baby stayed on at kor's place.. coz its still raining.. yea.. and speaking of which.. its been a long time since i last walked under the rain.. let the rain jus fall on me.. washing off all weariness.. feels good.. once in a while.. hee.. but definitely not alone.. hahha.. better not let dear catch this entry.. :)

reached home.. bathed.. den played some games.. den dozed off.. hahha.. unintentionally.. hee.. wat a pig.. till baby called.. and since it was raining.. baby insisted i wear his raincoat.. haiz.. he said since he was already drenched.. so insisted i wear.. and i sure looked like an alien loh.. head so big.. coz of helmet.. den body so weird.. sumore the raincoat so long and big.. hahha.. wat a sight.. dear still took a pic of mi.. haiz.. silly guy.. hee.. :)

till all arrives.. we went for dinner at the coffee shop nearby.. lor lew lian i think.. hee.. was fun dining wif dear and family.. hee feels the.. hmm good feeling la.. dunno how to say.. jus miss those feelin i rarely get from my own family.. but watever the case.. its still not my family that gave mi the feelin after all.. sad. or pathetic?? i dunno.. hee.. went back to dear's place.. wif dear holding the umbrella.. hee.. how blissful can i get.. :)

relaxed and watched some tv before i decided to head home.. its after dear wans mi to cal and ask dad for permission if i could stay on.. yea its ASK hahha.. not tell.. my dear is so dear.. summtimes i jus wanna show daddy i dun take things for granted.. tt i wan to earn the trust from him as well.. hmm.. dun wish to elaborate.. since daddy wans mi home.. home i am :)

so dear wanted to send mi.. but dear's laopo bike seem to be sick le.. engine start off wif a funny sound.. as though its gonna give way or sort.. den i started thinkin if was it mi.. coz i was hesitating.. whether to tell or not.. this only my dear will understand ba.. usually i will have this undesirable feelin in mi.. tellin mi somethings not gonna go rite.. den if i say it out to someone.. it would not happen.. its rather hard to understand.. but.. yea.. this time i din and so.. got baby pissed i guess.. for being 'ti ki'.. hahha.. mi and my stubborness.. watever la.. im sorry baby.. should hav mentioned den maybe MAYBE nothin would hav happened.. forgive mi okies?? hee..:)

got home to rest.. baby replied to my msg.. i smiled so hard.. the msg i wanted i got.. :D hahha.. all this while i hav always wanted to hav dear bath and rest early together wif mi.. but i dun wan to be the only one saying and doin it.. and this time my baby replied and said we shall bath together.. and its a reply to my msg.. haha.. watever.. no one will understand the satisfaction i get.. im jus so weird sumtimes i cant even understand myself.. :) i always used to think im a person who is very very easy to pleased.. very gullible and sort.. hee.. tt i shal leave it to my baby to decide.. :)

nite peeps.. take care.. and God bless..

i love you dear.. thank you for a sweet nite..
i jus love tonite.. jus moments spent.. :)

times 6:15PM. could hardly pick myself up to study for tml's test. baby's gone out for project meeting.

life's been a blur for me these few days.. had been slacking over the past weekend. slept alot. listened to songs.. all thanx to jon for his songs:) but the more i slp the more tired i feel..

mondae 19/12..
tot wouldnt get to meet dear tt day.. went for morning lec.. such a good ger:) the rest of the lessons was a bore. went home den slacked again. tot would get to meet baby.. he jus had a hair cut. hee. den over at kor's place dyin hair.. so i went to take a nap.. but its too late to go anywhere coz i woke up ard evening le.. tot day was ending soon.. den i saw dear at my door step!! oh gawd. his hair cut made him look so cute.. so boy.. jus like it la.. more refreshed like he said.. but also more fierce if he din smile onwards.. hee.. later dear stayed over.. got him his towel and clothes... den later ma and pa came hoome.. den chatted awhile in the livin room.. den we went to bed le.. hee.. before tt i made him noodles.. coco pops.. hahha.. my baby..
but poor baby.. he hasnt been slpinn well for the past few nites le.... at my place too.. haiz..

tuesdae 20/12..
woke up early and decided to make french toast for aini ger and jw. made dear some too but dear din wan stay on my place. so he fetch mi to sch. and since im in sch for only one hr of tutorial, baby waited for mi at the library. till after my tutorial i went up to look for him den we watch finish the show together. later we went ddf, dou dou feng.. hee.. went to pasir ris beach.. den sat down together wif our drinks and food.. den enjoy the afternoon breeze. it was a rare thing for the both of us.. cuz usually kor or frens would come along.. its rare we got jus the both of us alone to ourselves.. but i like it when im jus wif dear alone.. den went dearie's place.. waatched tv.. slept.. dearie's ma cooked.. and i jus like the soup and the vege and the steam egg.. hee.. baby and i discussed about selling of his phone.. and..i jus like the feelin when we sit and discuss things.. :)
all the time spent wif dear.. i reaaly like it..

wednesdae 21/12..
today woke up ard three, and cooked lunch. so din get a chance to lunch wif dear. jus got to know dear din go for his proj.. it was cancelled.. hmm.. gonna stop here.. wanna look for chalet prices and availabilities.. hee.. but dunno confirm ma..

felt the piles of work coming up since monday.. had a long and tiring week.. glad its the weekends..

on sundae 11/12,
i went out late evening wif cunxi di. planned to celebrate danny kor's birthday but end up was seperated. kor's birthday on 12th. bought cake and waited up @ kor's place. so paiseh his sis opened the door for us. den cut cake and played ard till it was time to go home. it was 4am tt i slept.. yawnz..hahha..

on mondae 12/12,
i cancelled dinner @ kor's place. so sorry coz of mi u guys had to postpone the whole thing till another day. after sch, went to fareast and taka shopped wif jingwen.. we looked ard for the best cake available.. its gonna be aini ger's birthday on 13th. but we had a budget too. so got a small cake in the end. jus glad on the next day aini ger was happie. we tried to keep to our timing and reach home earlier. since theres a test the next day. so ard 5 i went home with a cake. kept it well refrigerated. bathed den started studyin. tired. till nine. met dear after his lesson.. though tired dear brought mi out to eat @ at cafe cartel. he's been yearnin for tt. hahha. den later came my place. dear accompanied mi to study. thanku baby.. u made my day end well..
happie birthday to danny kor and weicong!! all twenty liaoz. grown ups liao. hahha.

on tuesdae 13/12,
i woke up early. and got myself ready for sch, prepared the cake and all. went to sch and tot of how to hide the cake while i go for tutorial. really gotta thank the guy @ cheers for helpin mi out with the cake. oh btw, i bumped into a hunkie.. he's of about height 185 tall dark and tanned. yea but it was jus another guy. haa i love my baby still. so i left my number down jus in case. den i went for lessons happily. its ok dear i din wan to bother asking u to keep it for mi. i understandin u're havin lesson. den cut cake session after tutorial. lazy to put up pics. haven got my fav pic from aini ger yet.
entre lessons will be cancelled next week. as the biz side on holiday liaoz. drats! gotta cal up the funeral palour. for an interview end up i din get the interview dates and got refered to another. haiz. whu's gonna help mi wif this..
jus wanna say happie birthday to u sweetie.. and all ya wishes to come true ya!!
went home after sch to prepare for next day's test on internet marketing. baby went to kor's place to stay over.

on wednesdae 14/12
had my test and actually decided to go home to slp the rest of the day. but had to come back for make up tutorial. oh drats! so i went sch den dear came to sch from kor's place to fetch mi. how nice. had this nice feelin these few days. tt im again so lucky to hav baby. though sick and tired of life. somehow u need someone or something to keep u going. im glad i got mine.

on thursdae 15/12
went to sch for prac. in lab for four hrs straight. cold. tired. but i tried to get something done at least. i know im gonna hav to do lotsa work over the weekends le. haiz. i wan a break. went home den bathed and helped dear with another one of his news article. wanted to take a nap or start on my revision a little before dear come but his lesson ended early. hahha so i packed stuff and changed up loh.. a little moody den coz i felt quite rush. estimated time too late. reach dear's place le dear's sis's bf also there.. we had dinner watch tv vcd and slacked more. hahh time flies. bfore i 's knew its pass midnight le. sad i din help much in dear's proj. regret we start off too late. haiz. din know how i got to the bed too.. i think dear helped mi up. before he carried on with his work.
jus before i leave home for dear's place, my bro den asked din i received my present for my birthday. i was like huh?! coz my dearest bro wasnt in town den and all he did was called mi up to ask mi go take this piece of paper. yea i got scolded by dear too for not clearing my own curiosity to go check out the email. haiz. wat a letdown. i really regret my stupidity man. and i was touched really.. tt i teared when my bro finally bring it to mi in hand my present. it was a 'one carat big huge diamon princess crown necklace'.haa.. dun blame mi for the gd description but its the first time i had such a necklace. i like it anyway. im a princes anyway. haa. thanx bro.

on fridae 16/12
baby left for sch leaving mi still slpin this mornin. and he had to cal mi up twice before i finally leave bed. haiyo.. thanz dear. still feel bad bout dozing off and not helpin wif ya work. miss ya dear. din do well for my test today. totally off. my baby's tired too. hope everyone can catch their precious slp tonight and prepare for the week end and the week up ahead.

jus some thoughts that has been going through my mind. recently alot has happened. whether its on the open or on the other side. i hope to see the clear sides of both. but as it seems, i cant really figure out between the real and fake the good or bad, or the happy and sad. sometimes its hard to get it going wif people whom u think might or IS being plastic, if u know wat i mean. but yet again the question is why do people not rather work things out by talkin? or explaining? or giving each other the opportunity to express one's feelings? instead, they jus live it off with the pure innocence of minds. oh gawd. why.

met up wif my sis the other day.. to go find another one of our close fren.. since secondary sch.. missed her.. hmm she's still the same old bubbly clarice i used to know.. still always so suspicious to mi.. hmm..

glad i took time off to meet sis.. despite tons of homework to do.. glad to hav dinner together.. ger meet up soon again okies..

den the next day.. though things had gone a little off track.. im glad mi and baby is on the rite track back again.. i dun wnna go off track again.. im tired le.. lets not get on each others nerves and spoil things okie.. we'll jus watch our own temper.. miss youbaby..

yesterday seem to hav made a big mistake by taking things into my own hands and try to help make a person see things in a different perspective.. i nearly got myself into hot soup.. or am i already in a trouble situation.. i dunno.. all i can say is i only wan the better of everyone.. den went home bath..

tired le.. no mood too.. went to find dear ard afternoon time.. had dinner before we go find sis they all to help celebrate and cut cake wif her and her bb.. den it rained.. den i seem to hav a little arguement wif dear again.. why it always seem tt i can anger him so easily? its not the case last time.. maybe baby's losing his patience on mi le.. now tt he feels most of the time im different le..

like wat aini ger said.. maybe some soul searching need to be done?? but on myself instead of j**?? haiz.. dunno..

anyway glad to hav all turn up on sis bday eve..
hApPy bIrtHdAy to u Sis.. All tHe beSt tO u aNd uR stuDieS and All!!! Stay hApPY and PretTy.. And StAy sWeEt Wif Ur BB ya?! hee.. Luv yA lOts!!
and hope all things turn out fine wif her fren.. may God be wif her.. and peace surround her..

its always the case.. when im home and try to get things done whether to pack my cupboard or do some project.. i will nv find the due energy to do anything.. will be feeling lethargic and moody and restless.. maybe caused im feeling a little uneasy not working on weekends ba.. which is now causing my thighs to be growing fatter and fatter liao lo.. haiz..

baby.. now tt ur parents are abroad.. pls take care of urself hao ma.. and promise not to slp too late okies.. miss ya..