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wednesdae..26/1

last nite dear cal to say his gonna be at my doorstep.. came to see mi.. din believe.. soon after i heard a knock.. and true enuff it was dear!! i missed him so badly.. how have u been?? (sounds like a question a fren would ask another..)

dear sat on my bed.. initiated a hug.. i did.. i hug him.. try to feel him close.. but i felt scared.. i cried.. felt slightly better eventually.. but din help much.. not that its the first time we din meet up for days.. we can dun meet up for many many days and still stay close.. but this time its like dear have been too tired out.. too sian to talk much too.. it takes two hands to clap deaR.. im feelin rather tired too liaoz.. u understand ma??

dear take mi for a ride on JJ's bike.. i teared.. thinkin its such a nice quiet night.. din expect to see dear in the first place.. jus keep thinkin if i did anythin wrong.. why dear like dun like to see mi anymore.. dun like to talk to mi anymore.. always wan to faster put down the fone.. like everytime so irritated on the phone..

when dear sent mi up back home.. i told deaR say i feel we arent talkin tt much anymore.. BUT i dun intend to say anythin like tt.. i jus din know wat to say at tat moment.. deaR keep pressing mi for something..i know how tired dear can be.. workin and open house.. and training.. and schling.. but on top of that i feel like something is going on wif dear tt i dun know.. ......

went to sch at eight today.. after biz com stay back for awhile wait up for jingwen aini and fana.. den went back bishan.. i wan to see dear de.. he got ask mi over.. but i declined.. dear so busy recently he rarely got the chance to stay home and rest.. besides i got to work in the evening.. little did i know tt deaR went out again.. after work reach home i caled deaR.. decided to speak up and ask.. but i feel i always say the wrong things at the wrong time.. i told dear how i felt.. the negligence.. the inassurance.. (is there a word like tt ?? watever..) dear den told mi he dunno.. he dunno.. he jus feel very fan.. very sad.. recently.. dunno wats bugging him.. dunno why.. jus very irritating.. very bad mood.. temperamental.. dunno wat happen.. jus wanna be in a world of his own..

precisely deaR... u ARE in a world of ur own.. where am i in ur world?? have u forgotten u still hav mi? always i wan u to share.. to tell mi anythin.. im jus very sad.. im not the one u would like to be wif when u are down.. u would rather feel at ease bein alone.. i am so so sad deaR.. u will never understand wat im feelin.. dear.. do u know that each and every time i msg u.. i dun msg jus for the sake of msging u.. i do so jus because i wan u to know... that i am mising u.. that i am thinkin of u.. that i wan u to know of my whereabouts.. that im waiting for u... always to reply my messages.. sumtimes i dun noe if u ever receive my msges at all.. i will den get pissed wif myself.. why do i have to keep msging u at all.. maybe u might even feel irritating all along.. i tried to tell myself not to msg u so much.. try to call u more.. but i cal u onli deaR u like wan faster put down phone le.. i jus cant help msg u.. if u did u would realise i tried to cut down le..

baby.... so long as u're fine.. u're happie.. tell mi at least.. let mi know if u jus wanna be alone.. dun leave mi alone like this deaR.. :`( i duno wats ur thots.. u've gotta let mi know deaR.. at least i wun think so much rite..

alright.. im done.. im tired... i jus cant stop.. cant stop tearin.. all this while.. deaR.. i dunno why.. u dunno why.. why why why.. not yet.. i dunwan.. i dunno..

take care.. pls slp well..
i love u deaR.. always.. always..

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its 1.45am.. jus put down the fone wif dear.. dear drop by my place jus now.. din noe he was serious when he said he was at my doorstep.. heard a knock on my door and he was there..

im sorry i greated u wif a cryin face dear.. but i cant help huggin u tight.. cant help the tears flowin.. i've missed u darlin.. so much.. i felt u were so far away even when im huggin u.. he jus came by to see mi for awhile.. but im contented..really..dear brought mi down for a spin.. wif jj's bike.. ard bishan onli.. i teared while on the bike.. jus feel like im suddenly missing out on so much bout dear.. better not let dear catch hold of this post.. sure think im thinkin too much again.. but tts how i feel.. dunno how to explain.. told dear tt we talked very little these few days.. BUT tts not wat i intend to say.. maybe im jus thinkin too much.. at least dear took the effort to make calls every single nite since the very beginning.. i noe..and i appreciate it all..n when i see dear onli.. i jus feel like he got loads stories to tell..

im angry??! no no.. not really.. wif myself maybe.. dun hav much trust in myself.. not tt i dun trust dear.. since dear gave mi tt ring.. our band.. my vday present.. i've not been seeing dear.. why like tt.. since dear gave mi tt longest sweetest msg..his promise.. i've not been hearing much from dear too.. !@#fuck la.. someone pls slap mi hard to wake mi up.. wats wrong wif mi.. dear busy wif sch and training.. cant u b more understanding?! but... argh... but den again i feel dear like dun wanna see mi for certain reasons.. i dunno i dunno..

pathetic adeline..

tuesdae.. 25/1

ahhchoo!! scewzmi!! ahhchoo!! ahh... woke up at eight today.. so lazy so tired.. din feel like moving an inch off my bed.. msg aini and fana.. slp back.. slp and wake slp and wake.. saw dear msg.. dear din go sch.. says his tired.. hope his jus really plain tired..

oh well.. another day jus like tt.. if not for the test im having i wouldnt care much..really.. can slp longer and maybe even later can go find dear awhile.. and besides promise joy liaoz.. asked dear if can i go swimmin wif joy.. dear sae if mi not tired den go loh.. set.. joy was overjoyed when she called mi later last nite to confirm.. she sae she tot i would not b able to go.. today reach sch.. she straight away ask mi.. 'got bring not?!?' haha silly ger..sure got bring swim wear la.. if not how to swim.. i promise liao sure keep de.. i still bring two set ah.. haa..

msg dear jus bfore leaving sch.. had project discussion le.. headed to the swimming complex.. dear i promise i swear i told u bfore.. that i had one.. i bought it together wif serene.. at tpy.. i din lie.. dear u say u feel i change le.. why leh?? i wanna noe.. jus bcoz i wana wear a bikini?? no man.. sad.. went to swim loh.. since u wan put down phone.. felt ur unhappiness in mi.. but why dear.. was thinkin of going off le.. but u might get more pissed.. tot if later meet u le can talk.. but din expect it.. din expect dear u go out le.. tot i tell u wait for mi at home ma?? din noe u were meeting anyone else.. tired den stay home.. why still go out.. den maybe.. u might be pissed wif mi.. jus wanna go out.. nvm.. but im jus very haiz.. joy offered to acc mi go walkwalk... but i declined.. not that i brought u ur cream or tt i wanna pass u the vcd that i finally managed to get hold of.. but its jus tt simple dear.. i wanna see u.. so badly.. really tot i can see u le.. but in the end u din wanna see mi.. u dunwan mi go down.. ask mi go home..

the more i think the more agitated i feel.. so irritating.. pathetic mi rite?? i know some ppl jus think im plain silly.. stewpid.. get a life man adeline!! jus thinking tml is wed.. im workin.. dear would probably be busy wif trainin.. where am i?? i've got a presentation on fri.. project schedule to meet.. and test on comin mon.. CRM.. xml prac test.. hand in cover letter.. and marketing research on wed.. and another international business presentation on fri.. quite busy dun u think so.. jus afraid ..... nvm.. i guess its alright.. dear will say its jus a matter of days only..okie.. nvm.. it doesnt matter.. but.. haix..

went home after swimmin.. bath kino.. kena scold.. silly dog.. anyhow let go.. feels better after i reach home.. played wif kino.. took pics.. wan show dear.. ya but dunno when.. feels so peace when home so empty.. i like it.. jus tt it'd b better wif da still ard.. i miss her.. haiz.. im gonna go cook some noodles now.. den go slp le.. im gonna slp slp slp.. haiz.... ahhhhhhhhhh!!! leave project till tml.. i cant concentrate.. cant focus.. cant at all..

dear...

can u hear mi..

missing u... take care okies..

jus another day..

mondae.. 24/1

firstly i wanna say sorry to esther.. din get a chance to meet dear recently.. so forgot to even ask him if i could supper with u gals on sat nite.. besides think i might not even make it coz still working the next day.. and on sun.. hop u did enjoy urselves at zouk.. dun b too sad mi din turn up.. tired la.. work lei.. still schling next day wor.. hee.. we shall chill out another day ya.. take good care..
secondly wanna say sorry to sean too.. happie belated birthday dearest sean.. sorry i din turn up at ur chalet ya.. but i bet ya did enjoy urself over the weekends ya.. hee.. cheerios..

okok.. now.. its 4.15 and im at home.. blogging away.. reach hm ard 2pm.. hee.. good ger.. bath le den did some research on articles for international business.. decided to rest awhile and blog loh.. got nothing much to say.. dunno later meeting monica jie ma... but i sure noe one thing.. that i miss laogong lotz.. my dear laogong.. its been eight days ninety six hours fifteen minutes and forty seconds since we last met..remember tt last sunday u came my place ma..pei mi go work de.. ur the first person i saw when i open my eyes.. jus feel so so nice..so happie u jus brighten my whole day.. not considering the other day when i met u jus coz u need to return mi yiling ger's book.. hmm.. mi very wu liao hor..

hmm.. today later dear going for training.. once dear not enuff slp dear will tired.. den will bad mood de.. den will easy lose temper if in bad mood de.. dear pls take care okies.. mi go carry on do background on research le.. later still needa study for tml software engineering test.. by the way only caught a glimpse of dear aini and fana.. so so glad they did well for their test today.. *smilez* fana.. told u u sure do alright de.. next time dun worry so so much le okies.. take care peepz.. tataz..

in sch..

~in sch rite now.. let mi blog awhile.. hee.. dearie.. where are u.. miss u..

thursdae.. 20/1

jus completed my test.. xml test.. hmm.. lets hope i do okies for a last min study work.. last night.. went out to meet yiling ger after sch.. went home in pain.. gastric and cramps.. but felt better already den go out meet ger ard eight.. walk walk den went to mos and eat.. chat chat.. din wan to leave yet but my dear and her dear both call us faster go home le.. so we did.. had a grest time laffing and cryin and sharing.. din realise i missed her.. aniwae.. reach home liaoz.. too tired to read finish the ppt that i sent to myself while in sch.. msg dear.. den go slp le.. actually im all glad that i still at least hav dear ard mi.. should learn to be satisfied..

wednesdae.. 19/1

i met dear for awhile in sch.. he passed mi yiling's book.. if not for her book think i aso wun get to meet dear.. dear so busy in sch.. heard the drums sounding.. my heart pounding.. felt dear near.. but jus couldnt see dear onli.. missed him.. aniwae.. its an open house day.. aini sister came to sch too.. but din get to see her.. fana cousin came too.. but aso din get to see her.. my bro came.. so i took him ard.. at first i tot i lost him .. coz he came to sch from the back.. somewhere i din even know it exist.. haha.. found him finally.. brought him to eat at fj.. western food.. bought fruits too.. talk shit wif ma sistas and my bro.. den later gave him cash took cab home loh.. this guy ah.. always take cab de.. haiz.. den went back to lab awhile den go home le loh.. as for the game we organised.. we onli had one single round of monopoly.. it shows how much fun we had huh..

~should get back to work liaoz..

shagged..

tuesdae.. 18/1

here i am blogging again.. woke up ard 1 plus today.. could slp longer but i din.. afternoon tut was etut but cher wan us to go.. however, most of us din turn up.. so went to sch at 5pm.. met fana.. took tshirt.. went home..din go work.. dear din wan mi to work today.. tml gonna b a boring dae i guess..

later yiling ger called.. actually wan meet her de but knowing dear wan mi faster go home so i can rest at home faster finish my work, so end up aso din meet ger for dinner loh..jus nice she cal.. mi guai guai go home le..

ya mi actually tot today can meet dear.. coz say before liaoz.. that the next time dear go cut hair mi wan go cut together wif dear de.. but nvm liaoz.. reach home.. did my homework.. cut out job advertisements.. search for articles on project for international biz.. wrote my resume for tml submission.. all in half an hr.. but dun worry.. my work not any-o-how condition hor..but dunno the article on the topic anot onli.. actually wan ask dear help mi wif my work.. like doing work together.. but din wan disturb dear la.. den msg dear.. goin out to get dinner.. for myself and bro..good ger rite.. now home le.. dunno dear cut hair liaoz.. look like wat.. cant wait to see.. tml maybe.. maybe onli..

haiz.. these few days i feel dear keep hurtin mi wif his words.. think dear dunno.. think dear mus b thinkin i bad mood or fa pi qi but..haiz.. dear say.. why?! why!? why mus u sound like today die die also muz meet mi?!.... actually i dun hav tt idea at all.. if dear wan mi go home i can go home de.. budden dear say mi till i feel like im irritating him again.. but i decided not to feel tt way.. mayb dear tired.. watever.. dear reach home le.. call mi say cut hair le..cut too short.. dear aso ask mi i bad mood isit.. dear i onli scared i will irritate u more and more again these few days.. coz i jus keep feeling like shit.. really like shit.. inferiority's getting over mi.. jus keep anyhow thinking again.. like in the past.. i hate myself.. needa break.. gonna bath now..

im so sorry..

mondae.. 17/1

wish i could see dear now.. made dear feel so irritated.. din end the conversation nicely.. i guess i know how dear feel.. but does dear know how i feel??? anyway...

really wish i can wipe away his tears.. i got dear so pissed he teared jus before putting down the fone.. asked mi go think why im scolded.. he dun scold for nothing one..and talkin to mi is jus a waste of time.. he says, besides, recently he dun always scold mi le..

tts why i wan to talk wif dear.. din find a chance to do so yet.. really.. have been trying to tell dear more bout my working schedule.. if dun listen to him wat for ask him to help mi decide my every week's schedule?? if can dun work i also dun wanna work liao.. not tired meh?? no need slp ah?? i dun need time to be wif dear ah?? i watched myself.. make sure i dun always complain tired.. in fact i never once did.. i always tell dear hows it like to be working in a new environment and the different kinds of ppl often eating at sushi tei.. tell dear if im clumsy got burnt or anything.. but i never complaint of feeling tired..

i know dun say dear will also know.. tts why ask mi dun act kiang jus work on weekends enuff liaoz.. but i got reason.. i noe dear dun like to listen to excuses.. one week pass one week i keep wanting to work jus on weekends only.. to show dear i really got listen de.. but haven got the chance..coz zhen yi sick.. den june took mc aso.. one by one all fall sick.. now dear already angry le i aso no chance explain.. but i wan explain de.. i very hurt dear say dun wan care mi le.. say i din listen to him.. i know if carry on talkin dear will sure blow his top de.. tts why he say dun wan talk liaoz.. i understand.. like tt i make dear very difficult aso i know..

maybe is mi.. maybe i more and more dunno how to behave.. more and more dun understand dear.. sumtimes i really might not be tt good enuff.. often feelin inferior.. but a few days back dear jus reassured mi.. still tot all's fine..i think too highly of myself.. as the saying goes.. good things always come to an end.. but its always so short-lived for mi.. im sorry dear.. i even make u teared.. it shows how angry u are with mi.. pls take care..

im having a hard time now trying to stop tearing dear.. i miss you.. im sorrie.. for not understanding u enuff.. for not listening to u.. for being so stubborn.. for showing face.. for being so irritating.. for being so slow at times i jus piss u off instantly..for not being able to make up my mind wat im talking to you whenever im talking to you.. for not being able to speak properly and often causing misunderstandings.. worst still for making u tear.. u dun deserve tt.. u dun deserve all this shit.. u're tired enuff le.. u got enuff things to worry on ur own le.. ur work.. money.. ur attachment.. stress and all.. im the cause for all..im sorry i.. jus.. hate myself..dun deserve u treating my so good.. MY GOD!!

slp tight sweet dreams dear.. goodnight..
i love u.. always..

still in dream land or not??

mondae..10/1

met dear in sch.. dear came to look for mi.. donated blood.. felt a pinch in my heart.. saw his smiley bandage..but felt proud of dear.. soon after he went off back to work.. later met dear again for lunch.. he had mac.. prosperity burger.. hee.. after sch went home.. change up den went out to meet dear again.. i was late.. made barley for dear.. brought his cookies over.. his mum was sick.. could see the worried look on his face.. i know dear's very worried for his ma.. though he din say a word but it shows.. glad tt all's fine..

tuesdae.. 11/1

went to sch for like an hr or so of lesson onli.. got to sch onli to find out i got my presentation part wrongly.. and was suppose to present in half hrs time.. din feel good.. like wtf.. lucky the com din work well.. which gives us more time to prepare.. went home.. later monica jie called den came my place and we talked and talked and talked.. went walk walk den ger go home le.. bad day in sch.. lucky got monica to talk talk awhile..din meet dear.. was on my mind all the while.. tot i could actually meet dear in sch or after sch to tell dear.. but since it was nothin impt.. i soon forgotten bout it.. heard rumours bout myself too.. was quite taken aback.. but i could do nothing.. pray hard i get through this semester..

wednesdae.. 12/1

caught a glimpse of dear jus before leavin sch.. first time see dear so busy in sch.. like rush here and there.. like see dear in action i v high leh.. dunno how to explain.. anyway.. went home.. later cal serene ger.. she came to look for mi after sch.. chatchat.. watch happie fish.. went out to hav our dinner.. mi ger and my bro we all had the same for dinner.. sent bro home den acc ger down.. chat till her dad came.. miss dear..

thursdae.. 13/1

dear msg mi early in the morning.. ask if i wan go out.. hee... so glad im finally meeting dear.. but no need ask i know dear sure tired de.. end up we still went for a movie.. as usual we went to ps.. hee.. caught meet the fockers.. nice show for a good laugh.. but dear was feeling cold in there.. sad i wasnt bigger in size cant give dear warmth.. felt dear shaking man.. another sign dear might b getting sick liaoz.. after movie dear acc mi back.. made dear angry on the way back.. dear din talk a word.. zipped up.. all the way from ps to bishan.. dun like .. mi cried.. i'd rather he shout scold man.. jus dun like him not talking to mi.. jus bring back some old feelings and memories.. dear even angry loh.. coz i cried.. but later he sayang sayang mi ahwile okie liaoz.. :) everytime some shit happen i always try not to say im sorry.. dunno if dear realise but im jus thinking if i keep sayin it.. it might jus lose its meaning.. so im still tryin hard.. =)

fridae.. 14/1

of all things my ring had to b broken.. isnt a complete circle anymore.. the stone in it dropped out too.. heart pain sia.. msg dear.. he still can laff at mi say how i wear ring till can break one.. worst still my pants the buckle dropped out too.. alamak.. haiz.. told dear i fat liaoz.. anyway.. went to work after sch loh.. thinking thru alot things.. lil did i know tt dear had waited for mi till i fang gong.. so sweet of dear loh.. i feel lah.. din expect ma.. can feel dear very tired de.. decided to take a bus home.. den in the bus he took out a box.. and its for mi!! a ring he bought rite after sch.. den he put it on for mi after i've settled down from a mild shock.. hee.. this time there was words engraved on the inside.. and half a heart on the outside.. later i put it on for him as well..the other half was on his side of the ring.. dear came up sit sit for awhile.. watch finish a show dear went home.. though so tired he dragged his feet out.. din wan to stay over.. oh well..

saturdae.. 15/1

went to work.. punched card jus in the nick of time.. wasnt late.. later received a msg from dear.. shan't type it out so to save some privacy for myself.. hee.. was the longest and the sweetest msg i ever received from dear these past two yrs plus.. but was also wonderin why the sudden change of attitiude.. nonetheless im jus enjoyin every moment now..

sundae.. 16/1

woke up first thing in the morning to see dear sitting on my bed.. felt so good.. still tot was my bro and i actually wanted to kick him off my bed!! feel so happie.. i could jus hug him first thing in the morning.. he actually brighten up my whole day.. he came to my place rite after his bike revision.. tt day.. time seem to fly.. i was caught smiling away to myself a few times by my frens.. anyway dear din go work today.. hope he rested well at home.. went home only cal dear.. coz i forgot to bring my hp out today.. coz went out wif dear ma.. din tot of msg dear loh.. so i acidentally left my phone at home loh.. den dear ask for the orders.. i took awhile den called him back.. later guess i wasnt too clear in asking him to confirm the orders again wif mi.. i pissed him off.. watever lah.. din hav a chance to tell dear i'll b working four days this coming week.. feel no gd.. i shouldnt hav.. but.. haiz..

mondae.. 17/1

wasnt late for 8am lec.. dear change stopover liaoz.. after lesson went to eat.. den went to lab finish my part on proposal.. den went to look for aini and fana.. later went to business canteen block.. hopin to meet dear.. later saw dear.. he came over to say hi.. guess he forgotten bout the cash wif mi.. jus bfore i left.. passed him the money in a hurry.. din write the total sum on the envelop.. wana tell him i put in some cash as well.. coz not all collected from my frens yet.. will be collecting from them when i go work on tuesday.. which is tml.. but din hav chance to tell dear.. dear ask mi faster liaoz..den i show face.. coz ger also cal mi already.. dear ask why.. probably din noe i dun like to rush.. still say dun make him flare up at mi in the canteen.. bad mood i guess.. but i also bad mood sia.. pms perhaps..

haiz..

i jus made dear angry.. tts wat i hate most bout myself.. dunno how to ji dong.. i used the word cb continuously.. though i wasnt serious on the word .. it would piss any one off.. dear so tired after training.. cal mi up in such a good mood.. but i jus had to spoil it.. wan to sign up for hi5.. dear also hav le.. he say long time le.. den ask mi dun angry lei if see any pic taken wif others.. den so i say u ah.. !@# always like tt one la.. it sound like i scold till very shiok kind.. but i meant.. haiyo nvm de la.. wun angry or jealous de la.. not the first time liaoz ma.. really nvm de la.. but i jokingly scold.. i know dear dun like mi use this kinda words yet i still.. haiz.. at times like this i really wanna turn back the clock.. really wish i can hav another round.. den tis time make sure dear dun misunderstand mi again and i dun stewpidly keep scolding like so shiok like tt.. fuck lah.. jus hate myself.. upside doWn!! fiSh!!

im sorry forgive mi.. for being so rude.. i was.. i noe save the explaination.. u wun wanna hear reasons.. dun b angry for too long okies.. i love you.. wait for ya cal..

yes!! yes!!

yes!! yes!! dear jus called.. once i posted the previous post my phone rang.. :) stewpid mi.. his all fine in sch having his training.. haiz.. haha..

aniwae think tml should be meeting yiling after sch.. hmm.. miss yiling.. sure hav loads to catch up on.. hee.. but on the other hand i wun hav time to meet dear le.. think dear also forgot i meeting yiling le.. haiz.. how.. i wan to be wif dear aso wan to meet yiling.. haiz.. haha.. im so troublesome.. dunno when will i meet serene ger again.. like really go out find place sit down talk talk.. wonder when will i go window shoppin wif aini ger too.. hee.. we got loads to buy.. haha.. but waste money man.. haiz.. where can i get a sugar daddy?? am gonna make the band now.. shhhhh... hee.. dear faster go home.. faster call mi.. lurve u..

another thing.. tml can slp later into the morning!! haha.. no mornin lec.. woohoo..

anxious..anxious..

ahhem.. woke up at 7am today.. went bath.. and was outta the house by 730am.. went to sch.. attended lec and tut.. met wif dear.. accompany mi for lunch.. play wif his new phone.. took pictures.. his pics were cool.. super clear.. jus like a camera.. hee.. nice though.. hmm.. find dear v sweet today.. :) i juz love u baby.. :)

haiz tot later in the day will attend lec together wif aini fana.. but they had decided to go home.. mi waited for them to lunch togother de.. its okies.. hee.. another day perhaps.. went home after helpin dear wif the ppt..

reach home lazed around.. bathed my doggie.. now he smells so nice.. like a baby.. hee.. coz i spray the baby colonge on him.. hee.. den i went to bath.. den i copy music files for dear.. done!! hee..

was waiting for dear to faster reach home i wanna talk on the phone with him.. miss dear already.. hee.. tot will receive his call ard an hr after his sch.. but no call.. went to watch tv.. till now dear haven call.. hope he's alright.. jus dunno where is dear.. pls take care outside.. hope he faster calls mi.. i cal him but he switched off he's phone.. call his home his ma say not home yet.. im getting jittery.. if im not wrong he should still b in sch for training.. but he din cal!! gosh.. im worried.. god pls.. let him cal soon.. but if he really go for training.. he wun call till ten plus eleven.. ahhhhhhh.... dear.. take care.. meanwhile im msgin u dear.. faster call mi okies.. i wan to make u a new band.. hope to pass to u some time soon..

dear faster call kkz.. faster.. faster..

sigh of relief?? or heart attack??

jus back from work.. now waiting for my turn to use the bathroom.. v tired.. today worked morning shift till closing.. lucky not really tt busy.. had chawan mushi after work again.. hee.. i jus love it.. haha.. so so nice.. hungry ma.. so eat loh.. today got bout ten plus left overs.. haha.. so much.. usually only left three of four de..

got a scratch mark on my hand as im washing the ginger containers..hee.. gonna b a scar there.. and i bump my shoulder into the top of the small refrigerator.. sharp pain i felt.. wahhaa.. too clumsy.. or too tired?!?!

aniwae.. dear bought it.. finally bought the new phone le.. sony eric s700i.. well.. he asked mi if he should get it.. and i said yes.. so i think tts why he finally bought it too.. dunno lah.. i dun wan him to buy de.. but i also dun mind de la.. and i noe if he buy he will regret.. but if he dun buy.. he will regret even more.. !?!?!? haiz.. jus wan dear happie.. :) i'll support watever decision my dear makes.. aniwae.. daddy's outta the bathroom le.. my turn.. ciaoz..

missin u dear.. nites..
tml eight am lesson.. haiz.. i dun wanna b late.. dun wanna let dear down..