mondae// blur..

mondae..28/2

*was looking through the pics i took on my international business presentation..and thinking bout joyce's case.. thanx irene for the pics..
thanx ger.. on one of the pics i wished it was jiawei dear instead of vash.. jus missed dear.. recently realise dear very nice.. drp a line jus to say i love u.. on msn.. i mean it may b nothin to others.. but dear dun sweet talk de.. and this could b once in a true blue moon loh.. so im really very happie.. dear also remembered his promise..

*bout joyce.. jus wanna blog abit on her.. i feel its very hard on her.. btw she is my sushi tei supervisor.. recently she jus broke up wif her bf.. they'd been together for 7yrs le.. heart so pain.. at first she jus keep saying they xing ge bu he.. somehow or rather i sensed it mus b somethin else loh.. true enuff.. it turned out to be a love triangle kinda thing.. years ago.. joyce found out her dear was already married wif a family.. back den she had already put in all her heart to loving him.. so she decided to leave status and name aside and concentrate on loving him alone.. but.. even so.. now that this guy already hav himself a mistress.. he still find himself another gerfren.. how can anyone in this world ever accept this?? told joyce.. if he can do things so rashly.. he can do things to u in the future too.. seeing her so big and tough but i know its onli on the outside.. but she's tearing apart on the outside.. i empathise wif her.. hope she's fine.. anyway u will need a love stronger than before to take our and forget the previous one.. hope her next prince will be a gentleman.. all my best wishes to her..

hmm... today.. woke up at 7.20am.. rushed abit.. den went to sch.. hee.. was on the dot.. hee.. not late.. haha.. met dear for awhile outside lecture hall.. to pass dear hp cover.. wanted to tell dear i hit my hand at the bus interchange there the stand.. dunno how to say lah.. the yellow and black thingy.. wa.. beri painful loh.. after i hit the pole.. u can hear the gooonngg sound.. haha.. i burst out laffing in pain.. and aso i saw lance.. din tell serene aso.. will tell her.. tt her boiboi handsome very much le.. haiz.. dunno wat i thinking meet dear onli i blur.. after lec went to b504.. nice.. fun.. we had a callin session.. hee.. jus reminded of dear again.. busy away at his call centre.. hee.. cant wait to show dear tt i took a pic of my phone too.. haha..

rushed the online resume.. hee.. den help irene and joy.. den edited mine again b4 i invite teacher to view.. anyway.. dear call mi after my sch.. always so accurate huh dear.. hee.. went home.. slept.. hee.. but i slep and wake slp and wake.. later decided not to slp le.. den dear cal.. chat chat ahwile.. dear at hougang mall.. dear went to look for my perfume.. he actually remembered i wan the redearth perfume.. hee.. haiz.. nvm ba.. no circle wif the perfume.. really like it loh.. the scent.. doesnt smell so strong those kind.. but if i tell dear i think he wun buy for mi le.. coz when spray, will hav glitter in the perfume de.. dear dun like glitter de..oh well.. least jing wen got it.. hee.. david paid twenty bucks.. jw paid the remaining nine bucks.. hee..

dear ah dear.. where u go.. so so late le.. faster come back and faster call mi kkz.. den faster slp le.. wan go sch together tml ma>??

so excited cant wait for tml.. gonna b fun.. meeting dear after shopping wif aini.. hee..i borrowed discount cards from my mum le.. hee.. bout nine of them..still got others but din take all.. paiseh ah.. haha.. but den again.. no money.. haiz.. dunno dear got enough to eat aso ma.. dun feel like askin him leh.. but i no money liaoz.. haha.. stewpid ger over here.. tryin to shop without the most important thing u need to shop.. haha.. haiz.. nvm.. soon soon.. hope i dun see anything i like tml.. hahha.. if not i knock my head hard man.. haha.. haiz... shit.. cant slp again.. haiz.. why always like tt..

acutally i very scared to go to slp recently.. even more afraid to wake up in the morning.. seeing those amount of hair that i dropped on my pillow.. and those still clinging onto my tee.. haiz.. going bald soon.. jus feel somethings workin inside mi.. i feel weird.. and i keep forgetting things.. this, maybe dear can testify.. i simply forget things jus like tt.. maybe jus paranoid but.. keep getting out of breath aso especially in the morning when im jus awake.. in sch aso.. hmm.. wanna try to eat more and slp early liaoz.. actually i aso dun feel its eating problem.. coz i DO eat.. haha.. dunno lah.. oh god.. wat wrong wif mi..anything can happen i jus dun wanna forget my close ones.. especially dear..

i love u darl.. nite.