in sch on tues evening..

time now is 7.39pm.. im in sch.. with my two best frens.. and their bf.. i miss my dear..

have biz com speech and ITIPJ presentation tml.. cross my fingers and really hope everything goes fine tml.. had quite a few things on my mind..

dear stayed over my place on sunday.. came to my place after midnite.. we talked a little.. awhile.. baby i feel the disappointment in you.. jus when u feel like u're in control of everything.. u realise u're not.. and things dun go ur way.. and the worse thing was people try to cover up for wat they did and put on an act jus to make sure u dun know a single thing.. to make matters worse.. im part of ur disappointment.. i did not share wif u bout wat i know.. *dear do u now know how i sumtimes feel trying to guess wat exactly are u thinkin.. it kills.. it hurt u so much to later realise that people change le.. u cant help let it flow out.. i wiped of ur first tear drop dear but i din manage to wipe of the last.. wanna bend over to give u a hug.. but i wan u to carry on talkin.. coz its rare for u to speak up that way.. i dun wanna spoil it..

i hope serene see's the way in front of her.. and try to help herself out.. she can take all advices but final decision is still hers.. i empathise wif u ger.. i understand how u feel.. but dun feel let down.. all things takes two hands to clap.. u hav urself to part a part in too.. understand ger?? i dun wan to see u in this state le.. no human no ghost.. like wat lei.. accept it.. watever it comes.. okies ger.. im here.. i dun understand.. why is it u can help all people who goes to you for help.. but not the one in the reflection of your mirror.. brighten up ger.. u have more to anticipate..

komang.. you're flying back to bali tml.. i hope to still hear from u.. u have been a good fren.. nice shoulder to lean on.. enjoy changing together in the locker room.. haha.. sounds like lesbo.. haha.. im gonna miss u ger.. i went to work on sunday... and open my locker.. and see that the locker is so empty.. coz u've packed away all ur things.. i miss u ger.. take good care back home alrite ger.. keep in touch.. u're gonna let mi stay in ur house when i go over visit ah.. u say one.. haha.. i'll remember.. i will even bring my dear there too.. haha.. den u shall entertain us.. haha.. wahahha..
haiz.. met her at yck jus now.. to pass her something.. somethin i made for her.. and she got mi something too.. a ring.. long before, she had got mi a watch le.. den i heard she even bought mi a pants.. with my name on it.. haiz.. im the most expensive fren she have over here.. haha.. no need to spend so much loh.. im shocked at wat she told mi.. bout joyce.. she must have been real rude to komang doing that rite in the restaurant wif customers ard.. haiz.. her last day in singapore le.. still make things so hard.. dunno wat to say.. regret not going down.. but sorry ger.. cant get away.. wif so much projects... miss ya.. always..

cunxi.. im sorry..

alright.. haiz.. better get back to work.. dear might be coming to fetch mi later.. hee.. worries.. haiz.. so much to say but so little to express.. take care peeps..