did he read??

thursdae..10/3

dear jus left my place.. my heart feels so heavy..

dear wans mi go to bed le.. im jus gonna blog bout dear..

wished i had a time machine again.. but this time is to stop the time.. not turn back the time.. i wish i had stop time when dear hug mi.. feel dear rarely initiate a hug.. i feel loved.. ya only for tt moment.. we were on my couch..and anymore longer i would tear i guess.. think its coz of today.. sch sux today..

dear says sumtimes he feel love for mi.. sumtimes feel hate for mi.. i feel its 60% hate and 30% love ba..**dear jus call.. i lied.. said i switchin off the com.. and the other 10% is reserved ba.. dear ask if do i wan him to treat mi better or should he hate mi more.. haha.. in a spite of the moment.. i said hen wo duo yi dian ba.. but of coz wan dear teng wo more la..

but i very miss dear.. feel dear very sweet today.. he came over to accompany mi.. rite after his sch.. said he might go db0 but later kept mi company.. heart ache sia.. when i see him dozin off lookin so weary and tired.. he kept mi company.. thank you dear.. really appreciate it.. dear could have went home to rest.. had been busy since monday.. and its the onli day he could rest.. tml might be at west coast.. or out wif boss.. watever.. but dear kept mi company.. tot i wun even be seeing dear today.. but not for celine surveys i think i really wun get a chance to see dear.. i lub u dear .. u acconpanied mi.. im really very happie.. though abit fucked up wif sch work.. im glad ur there wif mi.. thankz dear..

kkz.. since dear home safely le.. i shall period here.. hope tml will b a better day..

goodnight dear..
ai ni.. yong yuan..