wednesdae..2/3
second post for todae.. remembered i actually wan to come home continue post my last nite blog de.. but so late le.. dear wans mi to slp after i bath.. and i still got stuff to prepare.. so forgot to continue my post..
dear firstly i wanna apologise.. i jus suddenly bad mood.. jus the tot of having to go home jus irritates mi.. and the tot of having interview and not yet done my research on it.. and not yet prepare my clothes.. and blah blah blah.. i wan to go but i also dun wanna go.. tts why the sudden temper.. also i miss u dear.. i cried on the way home in taxi.. jus suddenly remembered............. i dunno till when ......................... can i hold on.....
leave it...
ya.. shall continue my previous post.. wake up to meet dear first thing in the morning.. made him french toast.. plain one.. dear rode mi to sch.. feel the morning wind hit my face.. hugging dear.. i feel so good.. can still recall.. but now i think no more anymore rides le.. till for a very long long time ba.. went to shop at fareast wif aini getting our shoes and her skirt, top and handbag.. parted at bugis.. enjoyable time wif ger.. realise i keep eaating.. churros.. papaya.. haha.. dun use to eat TAT.. haha.. waermelon.. hero cake pastry.. blah blah.. den i went back to yck.. wait up for dear.. gonna fetch mi home wif jj's bike.. wait.. not fetch mi home.. is to dear home.. i watched dear on the road.. once he leave sch.. all the way.. all this while whenever his on the road.. back in our little brains.. i believe we both abit anxious.. coz we're risking anything tt could happen..
we hit the road soon.. and was riding till dear turned in left following the bus 70 route.. den while turning right again.. tts where i left dear off my mind and started to wonder bout other things.. the very next thing i know we both were on the road wif the bike resting on him.. we fell.. not exactly skidded.. coz not much.. after split second.. 'ouchie dear..' tts wat i say.. picked ourselves up and the bike.. the brake handle broke off.. not exactly scared but sad.. wat dear thinking?? the incoming msg or call issit?? coz dear phone vibrated previously.. and i saw the deep scratch marks on the phone.. all my fault.. MY fault.. i should've heed dear advice to keep it in my pocket or something.. scratched so deep.. so badly ruined.. i feel so bad.. dear hav been takin good care of all his phone.. why cant i jus b the same?? hate myself.. shit!! shit adeline..
dear ask if im okie.. said i was okie.. i kept making noise bout the phone.. i din ask dear if he was okie.. but i know he got scratches.. but i din know it bled.. on his knee and elbow.. rest of the journey.. dear goes..'ger u okie.. u sure u okie.. where pain muz say k..' feel dear hands cold cold.. dear said he was sorry.. asked if i was scared.. kept apologising.. dear.. jus wanna tell u i still trust u okies..really i do.. not scared.. know u can de.. ai zai.. haha.. maybe something's on ur mind ba.. really see dear totally lost it loh.. reached his carpark.. we started to look for any scratches.. i pointed to the exhaust.. dear momentarily went to touch it.. with his bare fingers!! tt freak mi out.. he even took split second to take away his hands.. reflex action slowed down?!?! dearie.. bu yao you shi okie..
later dear ask mi wait for him at void deck.. mi scared.. so msg sis.. all thanx to her.. mi felt beter le loh.. JJ went to accompany dear to kan tie da.. so i wait lo.. i teared abit abit.. dunno why.. jus keep thinkin wat happen if dear got anything wrong.. and if .. watever la.. anyway.. dear came back soon loh.. lied to his ma.. naughty boi.. went home late loh.. helped dear wif his website.. but its jus follow the steps 123 abc doremi.. shall find time to help dear edit ba.. till den.. miss ya dear..
btw yiling ger jus called mi.. weeeeeeeeeee.... heee.. missed her.. hee.. she coming to my place.. hee.. yea yea!! wahahha..
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