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its been some time.. now in sch tryin to attempt the analysis for CRM.. done my part on int biz as well.. hope its relevant.. coz im tired.. to look for more le..

hmm.. im recalling wat happen these few days..
firstly dear got his license le.. he passed his TP on 17 of march.. finally.. im relieved.. happie for dear.. but im also worried on the same level for dears safety.. went to accompany dear to go make his license on the next day..

did nothing much over the weekends.. went to work.. dear came my place on monday i think if i did not remember wrongly..

dear bought his bike le.. yesterdae.. 23/3.. mum sponsored him de... hmm.. got to see it last night when dear sent mi home.. ya.. i had a presentation in sch.. and had stayed back to do some work.. dear came to look for mi to fetch mi home later.. hmm.. wore a business skirt actually.. ya but i still went on the bike.. and soon felt the wind against us le..

glad to heve dear ride mi home.. am i the first? hmm..

later went to look for yasi.. to talk things out... that poor silly ger.. called mi on monday.. shared her thots finally.. let things out.. and hope she did felt better rite now.. met up on tues as well.. brought her to sch.. met serene together.. we chatted.. all this while.. im thinkin bout dear.. thinkin bout thing which are meant to be forgotten de.. im jus thinkin again.. hiaz.. anyway.. went through the breakup with her while she stayed over my place on tuesday.. thus i din hav much time to prepare for my presentation on tt day.. felt the pain she sort of go through.. teared too.. thinkin if it was mi.. hugged her tight hoping to help make her feel better..

ger.. if u happen to read this.. jus wanna say things happen for a reason.. rite now.. u have to clearly accept the cruel fact tt its over le between u and him.. and have to pass ur own concience because its only the beginning for you.. its gonna be pretty hard on u havin to see him every now and then in sch.. am honoured to hav u sayin that u feel comfortable only sayin it to me.. but dun forget u still hav ur family members and frens ard kk.. they were there to help lift u up when u are down.. the most imp people in life other den ur love one.. on top of tt u still hav mi.. hee.. dun ever give up on ur own kkz.. and stop feelin inferior.. u are a nice pretty ger.. its the beauty inside tt is the final attraction in life.. take care.. can always come find mi de kkz..

hmm... to serene.. jus glad tt we met tt day.. at the snookerium at amk.. though not much of a mood for a game.. glad we met and updated each other.. hope u are more relaxed now that u only have one stopover to handle.. yea.. though we both feel tt time always fly when we're together.. its a pleasure always to realise we are there for each other no matter wat.. best frens are the siblings that God had forgotten to give us.. i love u sis.. take care..

dear.. think u might be out wif ur frens now.. sure do hope u take care anywhere and on the road as well.. thanx for taking time to acc mi at times even though u r tired out these few days.. of the many things u said to mi.. i jus dun like it dear when u say u try hard already to be my boy.. its been in my head.. haha.. jus thinkin dear.. i dun wan u to try so hard at times jus to please mi.. i'd rather u be urself.. if not im jus makin u the person i wan and not wanting u for whu u are.. be urself.. feel urself when wif mi.. im here whenever u wan to talk share or even scold mi okies.. haha.. luv ya..

hmm.. dear sent mi to sch today.. had lunch wif him at ssdc.. im feelin the jitters again.. think im fallin sick.. din wan to tell dear.. like i purposely disturb dear when wif his frens.. hmm.. hope time flies now.. so tt i will tide over this two weeks.. haiz..

thinkin things through..