wednesdae//blur.. sad..

wednesdae..2/3

darn.. bloody hell.. sooo du lan.. waste my time onli.. cant believe myself.. so stewpid.. jus got home.. and finished a plate of rice.. hungry and angry and tired... haiz...

coooooool down..

woke up @7.15am.. msg aini.. if should i skip tutorial for marketing.. damn tired..den i remembered dear.. he told mi once before.. since i wake up le.. no point sleep back for jus another stingy 1hr.. so might as well.. dear fav phrase to mi.. 'might as well'... dun think he ever noticed it himself.. so mi decided to go bath le.. miss dear.. dilly dally.. put on powder and pack my stuff.. decide to go sch den make up.. met fana ger.. she look good and i mean goooood... her skirt shorten.. jus a little off color with her heels.. wrong heels..but she still look good.. we met up wif aini at the shoppin arcade.. was greeted by ammar with a stern lookin face.. remind mi of dear onli.. stern but still as dashing as ever.. anyway..ammar later smiled at mi too.. he jokingly played stern-looking face.. hee.. next time it shall b my turn..den went to lesson at 8.33.. micheal cheong din bring his attendance book therefore everyone is gonna b marked present.. stewpid adeline kenna busted again.. haiz.. could hav take my own bloody time.. anyway.. miss dear.. anyway..

wasnt even listening to tutorial.. such a goner.. when am i gonna start concentratin on work.. went to toilet.. the three of us in one big cubicle.. make up.. den go mac.. read up on the preparation.. din do research on my company.. die liao loh.. know im suppose to do so.. but i din.. lazy.. aini was the first on the list.. i trust her to do well.. next jesslin.. den fana.. shitty hell.. skip sean's turn.. next my turn.. think i did okies.. but i contradict myself.. when asked wats my weakness.. i said.. i hav a hot temper.. but im workin on it.. DEN.. the thing is .. teacher say.. adeline.. keeping in mind tt this job requires one wif interest in customer relations.. therefore a good tempered and patient candidate would den b appropriate.. so why do u think u are suitable?? or rather why should we chose u.. damn i busted myself.. haiz... so i think hard.. tried to cover my embarrassment.. den i blurted out.. saying.. oh..i would like to put myself in this line of profession so that i can take it as a challenge for myself.. and also to feel the sense of achievement.. for my personal development.. so all in all i see to it as a challenge for mi.. hmm.. clever thinkin rite?? hope i did well bullshitting my way thru.. anyway i stumble when he asked where do i see myself five yrs from now in the company..see lah.. din prepare questions de hou guo.. fuck lah.. still hav to make him repeat..

enuff enuff..

went to toilet.. wif fana.. release my stress by takin pics.. hmm.. fana look good in my blazer.. she tried it on.. it was perfectly her size.. seemed to be hers instead of mine.. aini should hav seen it.. but she was gone wif ammar rite after her interview.. meet jw.. and joy.. discuss project awhile den go off le.. onli when joy called mi den did i realise i totally cleanly forgotten bout the marketing research project.. c'mon lyn.. u not as busy as a big time business woman.. but why keep forgeting things?!?!? imp project summore.. lucky joy put deadline on friday.. miss dear..

finally decided to go amk.. though high chance uncle jimmy wun be there openin shop yet.. but i jus wan to confirm.. so took train to amk.. but i missed my station.. the doors closed shut onli den i realise i did not stop at amk.. yada yada.. went to bishan took the other side go back to amk.. blur not u say?! haiz.. fuck lah.. stewpid day.. wat more stewpid things?!
reach le took a bus to the shop there.. confirmed uncle jimmy not there.. decided to go buy dear the mini tarts.. he liked the blueberry one.. the other time ate while in the bus on the way to dear place.. wa.. buy till so happie.. later suddenly realise i also not going to meet dear.. wat the fuck am i thinking?? still buy this still buy that.. wahaha.. i dunno whether to laff or cry.. oh God.. nvm lah.. least i hav all to myself to enjoy.. but haiz.. i tot .. haiz.. lyn ah lyn.. u think dear so free everyday everytime meet u de ah.. dun dun ever let dear know mi so blur.. think he will bring mi go see a phsychaitrist sooner or later.. wahahha.. btw i feel dear seem to be my loyal viewer.. seem to read my blog.. like dear can respond to my blog de.. but dear if in any case i do somehow hope u're reading this.. dunno .. so tt u can understand mi wee bit better?? watever lah.. dear also say b4.. this is all jus a waste of time.. might as well go ur the d**kch*n.com and read or your other sites can also be more interesting den any of my daily blogs.. rite dear?.. if u are reading..

anyway.. took a bus home.. waited for 55 to come.. as soon as it come, i boarded and sat down and slpt! almost rite away.. pig rite? miss deeaar.. slp and slp .. suddenly realise how come so long stil haven reach bishan.. open my eyes and got a shock.. so frighten loh.. almost drop my tarts and bread.. wahaha.. farni ah.. haha.. got down the bus.. went to the opp side take 55 again loh.. see!! how fkin blur can i get.. haiz.. sit till backside pain sia.. keep want to slide off the seat.. haiz.. start to get real irritating.. im starting to boil up.. as the ride seemed longer to reach home.. haiz.. can anyone understand??

darl.. pls watch ur hand kkz.. watch it.. dun play lion today or any other training.. oh ya.. talkin bout training.. i wan go runnin wif u lei.. take care dear..