tired out..

hmm.. forgt wad i did on wednesday again.. hahaz.. blurz mi..

thursdae..26/05
had pe after sch on thursday.. went to the stadium run five rounds.. hee.. one way for mi to let it out.. missed going back to dancin.. anyway.. meet up wif bro at the salon and had a hair cut.. trimmed my hair.. went to buy dinner den went to ntuc to buy some snacks.. went home empty handed.. coz bro carried everything.. including my bag.. haha.. went home feelin so out drained out.. slept quite early i remembered..

fridae..27/05
woke up realising im workin tt evening.. so i naturally feel so moody liaoz.. packed my bag.. intended to wear shirt for tt day's sharing time.. but lazy wear shirt.. so put on a spag and a cardigan.. haha.. looked in the mirror and i felt i looked quite mature actually.. except for my height la.. was told to help out in the TEP star awards ceremony.. hee.. so i gladly went.. in hope of redeeming myself for ms ho.. haha.. only she and mi will know**.. everyone got a name list and so i looked through mine.. and saw his name and her name.. and their seats.. felt rather happie instead.. tt they can sit together so will hav a chance to talk.. rite wat the fuck am i thinkin.. wasnt i suppose to be angry or jealous or confused or disappointed.. no!! i wasnt.. jus a little uncomfortable.. till i saw the both of them seated and started talkin.. anywayz.. went in the auditorium and saw serene too.. she was the second one whu realised i cut my hair.. or rather had my hair trimmed.. irene was the first one though..
den soon after dear came le.. i was finaly the one whu ushered him over to the seat next to her.. how nice.. but aniwaez.. i hope things are finally finally okies.. so i dunn need to keep thinking tt whether are they finally talkin and tt i can presume tt they are okie liaoz.. i dun wan bother liaoz.. leave it.. full stop..cmon their frens.. jus frens!!
worked till ten pm..
waited for mum to come back.. brought to her bedroom the birthday cake.. and sang her birthday song.. den give her present.. haa.. happie birthday to aini's mama too.. hee.. our mama birthday the same!! din realise it through this two years man.. how incredible..

saturdae.. 28/05
worked 10-10.30.. was early!! hee... actually planned to watch catch madagascar.. but i was too tired.. though i regretted the minute i said i dun feel like watching..
this is the very first time i said i was tired and was literally complaining to dear over the phone.. dear sure feel that it was nothing new.. but i've never complained.. and i never liked it either.. but couldnt help it this time round..
in the evening.. ard nine twenty.. tts the time my companion would always walk into the restaurant.. was so happie to see him.. i know him as Imanaka san.. he teaches japanese in various community chest.. looked very young and strong for his age at 70.. i liked him alot.. since the very beginning when i started working at sushi tei.. he is one customer i made fren with.. and really enjoyed talkin wif him.. many times i would jus stand at his favourite counter and talk wif him.. he once said tt he would always rush down jus so he could see mi.. hee..
think i jus reminds him of his three other daughters ba.. poor him.. all alone in singapore... while his other daughters married and migrated overseas.. his wife had rested long time ago le.. hmm.. really thankful for knowing a fren like him.. still keep the owl head bamboo structure he gave mi as a souvenier from japan.. yea.. he bought it for mi de.. so cute rite.. haha..

sundae..29/05
worked 12-5pm today.. woke up saw dear's msg.. as early as 6am inthe morning.. as expected.. dear slpt late.. very sad to hear tt though.. coz dear was busy with other things while i rested in bed.. but wat to do.. wats done is done.. dunno how many more days he gonna have to sleep early to make up for the long hours he missed..

did many stewpid things today at work.. was blur.. my mind was on dear.. all the time.. couldnt concentrate.. hope dear miss this blog entry..
i made wrong orders.. write the orders wrongly.. cook called 'o negai' and i jus stare blankly.. din react.. got customer standing at the entrance.. and i din usher either.. jus stand there and stone.. customer wan bill and i took out the order chit instead.. they wan order.. and i took out the bill chit instead.. mixed up the drink orders at the tea counter.. and i jus simply cock up today.. tt victor had to ask mi if im okie.. coz i seemed so tired to him.. yea.. guess i mus be jus tired ba..

went to buy june's present first before going down to meet dear at suntec.. saw ammar on the way.. friendly guy.. hee.. wonder hows things wif him and aini.. anyway.. sped up from city hall station to carrefour.. to wait there.. should not hav run so hard.. think i pulled a muscle while running from pe.. felt the strain even while workin on sat liaoz.. everything seem to be on track again once i meet dear.. mood swings disappeared.. went to BK.. after awhile only den we went different directions le.. dear went back to work while i head home.. time:11.25 and dear still not home yet.. haiz.. bz ba..
**he jus called while i was bout to msg him.. hmm.. at home le.. jus feel so moody again.. haiz..