holidaes..

jus came back from late supper wif dear.. time:02:41am..din expect i'll even meet dearest toNite.. felt gd hugging dearest.. i feel different toNite.. not to mention my sunburn but its the feelin i get when wif him today.. a slight difference..

i miss you baby..take care on ur way home now..

had my holidaes over in a short week.. of coz not enuff time to meet my sis.. my darling yiling.. aini or jw they all.. attachment start le.. im attached to BPOS.. together wif Vash and Gerald and Sean..but all in diff department.. im in humanlink student services.. hmm.. basically help students find part time suitable jobs loh.. liaise wif outside companies.. update and publish ads.. ya loh.. tts bout it.. got to noe some new frens.. okie lah.. quite boring.. but time can pass lah.. hope dear doin fine wif his studies too..

remembered dear went over to mum's place for facial.. on a wednesday.. think its on 27/4.. later he came back to sch to fetch mi to orchard.. took quite long before we decided to head back to bishan.. for tori bento set meals..

dear came my place stayed the nite on sat.. woke up early next day fetch mi to work.. tt caused him a headache.. i assumed.. not enuff sleep..

now dear fall sick le.. went to see doc and got a two days mc.. i too did not attend sch today.. took a two days mc as well.. yesterdae went wild wild wet.. got all sunburned..had fun though.. went wif colleagues at sushi tei.. june and i got burnt most..hee.. til at nite..had real problem tryin to slp.. feel the pain when rubbed against the blanket or pillows.. haiz.. already fallin sick i felt myself.. but i still went out played.. so caught a slight fever in the end.. hmm..

sumtimes.. i feel things are always meant to be.. like its all properly planned and prepared.. for mi to specially realize before it is being removed manually..jus hope i can keep it down deep.. where no one will realise or even have the chance to dig it out.. even i myself might forget as time pass.. * its okie if others dun understand.. im jus thrashin things out.. dun wanna bother bout explaining further.. i hope.. in the meantime.. no bad things to happen le.. and i hope all this good times are not jus temporary.. do hope things will last.. told dearest.. i din wan him to treat mi so nice.. some might be havin question marks.. like?!?!?! but dear is already very sweet le.. has been a very understandin and much much more sensitive carin guy le..actually all this while too.. but each time dearest and i are so soo fine.. things will go wrong the very next min.. tt i jus hope sumtimes dear jus dun treat mi so good.. but den again.. whu wun wan to be pampered like a princess.. haiz.. i'll jus leave all to God's hand..

goodNite baby.. i manage to finish blogging till u called.. we shall go slp together okies.. Nite my dear wang zi.. gongzhu will miss u.. take care.. drink plenty..

wonderin was it my imagination or was it real wat i saw on our way back home jus now.. ** hmm...