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fridae..20/05

had presentation on fridae.. did job posting.. din manage to meet mr fuan.. bz as usual.. kinda shagged after presentation.. gonna go for class dinner after sch.. met up wif daniel and jesslin and aini and jw celine and gerald.. together we went down to ps.. called dear.. i missed dear.. these few days.. seems like heaven to mi.. really wan it to last.. hee.. dear say why cant go for movies wif him instead of dining wif my classmates.. haha.. baby.. i know u're a gentleman de.. u wun stop mi from meeting my frens de.. hee.. so we had pasta mania at ps..dear was at ps surprisingly too.. hee.. caught a glimpse of him.. hee.. after dinner.. we went to istana park.. took lotsa shots.. like crazy.. haha.. miss our class guys though.. as none of them was there.. except for daniel.. haiz.. stewpid gerald lah.. went off wif johan for movies.. star wars summore.. ._.'" haha.. daddy jus leave karen there.. hmm.. went off to coffee bean there.. sit sit talk talk.. got free drinks lei.. hee.. thanks to celine and irene wor..

missed fana the most.. throughout the whole gathering.. both mi and aini we were missin fana.. missed her to tears.. haiz cant possibly go out wif her.. very difficult lah.. hmm.. take care ya ger..

after we said goodbye i headed off to meridien.. hee.. happie to see sis!! kor ah xi and yasi they all.. most imptly is dear will be there shorly too.. sat chat.. felt like going to the loo.. as we walked the corridors... dear came up from the other direction.. hee.. nice timing?? hee.. lots to share wif sis.. imissed her.. tt when she said missed mi too.. couldnt help it but hugged her so tight.. den i felt so comfortable.. like i felt i miss this close feelin for quite a while.. den i let lose.. i jus cried on her shoulders.. i felt so so comfortable.. jus wish i could hug and cry it all out on her shoulders .. yasi tried to stop mi from cryin.. lucky i managed to stop though.. coz its not easy once i start..

went over to sit wif dear.. he sang!! like in so long time le.. he sang.. and those lyrics in the song.. seemed to be wat i felt or rather wat we had felt in the most recent.. again i teared.. dear din see though.. lucky mi.. not i gonna spoil again..

long day uhh..

sat ..21/05

worked 12 - 5pm.. was late.. by one min.. shit .. after work.. went off walkin home.. din realise i walked all the way from far east to meridien there liaoz.. so took train from sommerset.. a little wet from the rain.. den again i din realise its the wrong side i took till i reach city hall.. tot of lookin dear up.. acc dear awhile since i knock of le.. dear might be bored workin till midnight.. but i wear the three quarter jeans he dun like.. so think its better if i go home instead.. haha.. finally reached home after two hours.. haiz.. blur mi..

sun.. 22/05

worked.. june was late for the first time ever.. she worked 630pm.. reached ard 6.50pm.. knew somethin not rite le.. later she came out changed.. stood in the pantry there and cried.. she cried like she had kept so much inside her.. den she couldnt even catch her breath.. i din wanna probe on her le.. but i wish she had shared wif mi.. so after work.. she told mi bout her story.. ger i'll keep u in my prayers okies.. pls take care k..all the more u needa be stronger now.. coz u need to take care of each other.. i went off to meet dear and the rest at ps.. for midnight movie.. jus suddenly so glad tt dear and all other jiaren and frens are fine and blessed wif many things we often take for granted..

mondae..23/05
slept till two plus in the noon.. woke up hungry.. ate some.. watched some tv.. missed dear.. went to bath kino played wif him.. den called dear.. mum said he still slpin.. PIG man.. haha.. den igo bath first loh.. later dear called.. say he coming over le.. ask mi ready le ma.. hee.. i am ready le.. so after the call i changed up... took a bottle of yakult.. den went downstairs to wait.. haha.. feel really abit stewpit leh.. thinkin back.. coz i waited for like forty mins later before he came.. when i could hav gone upstairs to wait for dear.. but i wanna wait for him there ma.. and since im out le so i stay there loh.. still tot dear met wif some mishap or wat shit.. or go take pics first without mi.. haiz.. silly aint i?? haha..

dear.. i feel more of you now.. really.. feels very nice.. i told myself le.. i dun wanna ask bout wats bothering u anymore if i ask and u dun wish to say.. i shall not bother bout ur stuff anymore.. if it makes u feel uncomfortable.. number one is coz i know u dun like ppl askin alot.. number two.. think i shall jus leave it to u.. if u feel like sharing wif mi im more den happie to listen dear.. but no point mi askin only to make u feel more lost.. irritated everytime.. from now.. i shall jus be concern wif only u and mi.. im happie when wif u.. its all tt matters rite.. when wif mi.. i hope u feel happie too.. jus dunlet mi hav the chance to ponder okies..

i'll see u baby.. love u alwaes.. Nites..