mama's day..

its a sunday.. its mama's day.. happie mother's day to all.. all mummys-to-be, all mothers.. grandmothers.. or daydreamin to be one.. hee..

took a week break from work.. this whole week.. mc on tue and wed den went to sch on thurs and fri only..

thursdae 05/05..
thurs after sch.. went to collect cake before going to dear's place for dinner..we went to a restaurant near his place there.. dear keep takin food for mi.. askin mi to help myself.. no need paiseh.. hee.. so sweet.. later went home cut cake.. glad dear mama like the flavor.. not too sweet or chocolatey.. hmm.. soon we went off home.. reach my place not long den we decided to find cunxi.. reached home ard eleven..

fridae 06/05..
my baby finally went to sch.. meet him in college bookstore while buying his book.. mi was wif a fren.. a guy fren.. ths fren had been the topic of my frens.. vash and gerald and sean and even my bpos group all say think this guy fren like mi and stuff.. haha.. stewpid la.. hee.. dear say mi ji hong.. haha.. watever.. told dear to go for his IPP briefing later in the afternoon.. he din believed there was one at first though..silly guy.. anyway.. dear came to fetch mi after sch.. we went to catch the movie house of wax.. anyone into gruesome and sick thriller.. this is it.. not too bad a show.. hee.. but throughout the whole show.. dear was the loudest.. coughing almost every other five mins.. jus glad dear took the time when he could jus rest at home.. met danny for awhile den return home le.. dear fetched mi to doorstep.. den decided to stay the niTe... slept quite early.. through the nite.. hope dear slept well.. am keepin dear in my prayers..

while on the way home.. i tot bout it unintentionally again.. couldnt help it.. thought bout things like if it werent for dear.. wat will i be now.. wat will happen if i've no more my baby liaoz.. i've even make myself a nuisance to his frens.. made enemies even.. i dunno.. sumtimes i will think to myself.. if am i really the one for dear.. wat does he think of mi really.. or am i really totally out of his league.. am i totaly opposite of wat he wants.. am i or am i not.. i hope dear.. the longer we are together.. the closer we get and not hide more things from each other..if not den its meaningless baby..

saturdae 07/05..
woke up slightly earlier wanted to step out.. to get some lunch for dear.. but it was too late.. a cal came den dear woke up.. really feel guilty.. everytime no lunch or breakfast for dear.. since not much time left.. dear hurried off le.. forgot his hp.. waited for his call to say he comin over to get his phone.. his face so so tired.. he asked if there was any cal.. den he went off le.. later.. msg serene yasi.. they both busy.. so msg jw.. thinkin how is she.. if she free to acc mi ma.. den we met up loh.. happie i met up wif her.. hope she's fine ba.. we went to find my dear.. bought him plain mineral water.. haha.. dear say he jus came back from jihonging.. watever!! .. went off le.. coz see dear so busy..

see dear rested so many days le.. but i feel he dun seem to have enuff rest though.. its still not enuff.. dear too tired le.. dear if u wanna take a break.. tel mi too k.. we go hav a break together kkz.. or if u wanna b alone for some time in case i irritate u or wat.. tell mi too.. if theres anythin i can do to help u especially now.. let mi know okies.. love u my wang zi..

glad dear okie wif his good fren le.. they msging le.. ....

went walk walk wif jw.. sat at burger king.. talk talk.. later since she din feel like going home.. we both went to meridien wif sis and danny they all.. dear even turn up later to fetch mi home.. felt bad.. din say much coz its mi fault.. should hav stayed home.. so dear wun need to waste his energy and effort to come fetch mi..

sundae 08/05..
dear rested at home.. din go work.. baby.. recover soon okies.. take care.. feel his tired physically and mentally.. or could somethin else be botherin him.. beats mi..

rest well dear.. drink plenty..