FRIDAY THE THIRTEEN

fridae.. 13/05

geez.. another week had passed.. another tiring week...
did nothing much on monday..came to sch and realise the website of hmanlink is still down.. look up the T.O. to check it up.. after a short while.. it was back and alive again..

basically forgotten wat i did on tuesday.. blurrrrr......

wednesdae..11/05

after sch.. no where to go.. decided to head to orchard.. to accompany my dear jw.. go shop shop for her baby david bday present.. little did i know i was the one spending thriftlessly.. for dear.. hee.. anyway.. bought two new tee.. and a shorts.. wif jw.. hee.. we had a fun time tryin to bargain wif tt lady.. made her called up her boss in the end.. haha.. but but!! its only to our disappointment.. haha.. shall keep it to ourselves.. anyway.. jw say mi le.. only know how to keep buyin for him.. wait later he scold mi instead ah..
lost my ezlink pass.. think next time jw not goin out wif mi le.. hee.. she said each time we go out together i sure lost things.. she dun say i dun realise it too.. haha.. lost ring.. den almost lost my hp the other time.. in jus a short trip back to sch in taxi.. and now?! my pass.. haha.. but i enjoy goin out wif ya ger.. its my carelessness.. not u or wat lah.. siao.. haha..

dear went to ma place.. for facial.. sad.. din get to go ..

thursdae..12/05

sad day.. it was my first day for PE lessons.. kena dissed off by the fuckin teacher.. he.. suck!! he simply piss mi off.. already had a tiring day.. tryin to rush and get the job posting pages up.. rite after entering those fuck up data into the database.. couldnt even complete in time.. later need to rush off for pe still..

time was 5.30.. yea both mi and gerald.. we're late.. for half an hr.. but.. i dun think there's a need for mi to receive such fuckin attitude.. from some fuckin pe teacher.. had no idea at all.. he could jus come over to ask or scold.. but not SHOUT in front of the whole fuckin group of students alright.. and still say we pay him to teahc yet we come so late.. damn!!! we were held back alright.. not as if we wanna be late.. though im a late queen.. but i was rather enthu bout running alrite!! fuck man.. jus shit..and i was god damn feelin unwell loh.. i wasnt realising it till gerald fanned mi askin mi to cool down.. tt i was actually swearin all the way.. up till now..

haa.. anyway had a good run.. wif jw.. not till i din manage to meet up wif aini..as she took a cab home le.. all coz i din manage to call her on time.. haiz.. sad.. sad day.. shall meet her up when we're free the next time.. bought some food wif bro den went home..

fridae..13/05

finally did my part on the job posting.. thinkin why i did took such a long time to finish postin jobs online?? i had the whole stack of jobs since i started attachment.. coz apparently.. i forgot to ask those jobs from them.. and apparently they forgot bout it too..

tired.. had lunch wif jiawei.. din meet him since he came over to my place on tuesday nite.. celebrated yasi's bday.. missed him alrite.. he did try to touch on his tutorial.. haa.. serene had a good laff bout it..

actually.. had been feelin rather irritating.. rather dun-noe-hw-to-say.. pissed at almost everylittle thing.. tired.. of everything.. jus really wanna lie back and rest.. maybe sleep.. till ever.. not wakin up.. coz im tired.. im jus tired.. really very tired.. need a break?? i dun really know wat i need now.. rite now.. i jus wanna rest..

dear.. if u happen to read this.. i dun mean to show u any atittude.. or plan to diss u off in anyway.. but im afraid.. i might be showin my oldself.. my old u-think-i-care?! attitude.. tt's not good.. absolutely not good.. maybe.. it is all tt's piled up inside of mi?? eruptin?? i dunno..
dear realised it though.. at least dear's able to sense it.. keep seeing the same adeline.. i bet dear wan a change.. i am.. but i hope.. i DO NOT change till so much so tt it cost mi my dear.. im tired of myself too.. sometimes being too good a girl and listening to everyone can be irritating.. give mi time.. i'll change.. i wanna change i dun wan to be treated like for granted.. i wan to be appreciated.. i think im rather scary myself.. once start laffin.. i will carry on on stop.. once start cryin.. i will wept non stop.. i need to rest i think.. haha.. tired.. TIRED.. shall go carry on my puzzle fighter again..

ciaoz..