long long time..

two weeks passed since i last wrote..

jus returned from orchard.. our dear sean drove his mercedes (indeed a retro one=>) ard and actually agreed yesterdae to fetch us(mi and jingwen) to orchard for her photos.. gerald tag along too.. yay!! aini din follow.. prolly she's busy ba.. i couldnt get thru to her.. humph!! bought some taiwan street snacks and hero bread back.. saw monica jie on the way back.. and when im now back in bpos.. sean is nowhere to be seen.. best is ms ho ALWAYS comes in when he's not around!! haiz.. sad..

too much to recall.. and im bad at remembering things.. (STMD)short-term memory disease.. aniwae.. i remembered in the previous week on one of the days i stayed over at babie's place wanting to help him wif his project and roleplay.. *smiles*

we ended up not going to sch the next day.. all coz of mi as i couldnt get up in time.. after i finally got up and get ready for sch.. we got downstairs and it started to rain le.. how nice!?!... so we went back upstairs.. weiren came over soon.. den i slept till late afternoon le.. had dinner den we decided to carry on wif his script roleplay but he insisted only after i bath tat we can carry on.. so i went to bath.. jus nice his jies' came back den half way through i heard some noises and shoutings le.. den i guessed dear cried.. got a shock only when i heard his daddy.. dunno if i should come out of toilet.. but i faster changed aniwaez.. wanna hug dear.. later dear decided to come over my place le.. baby still overcoming his adrenaline rush.. glad i got to hug him.. teared awhile in the room.. later on and he was fine le.. on our way dear bought cigs.. i was .. tempted.. im sorry.. been so long.. aniwaez.. went home to complete our stuff den go sleep le.. glad dear was alreadi fine the next day in sch.. we even caught a movie the erm.. i forgot.. see lah.. stewpit brains.. aniwaez we watched three movies in the recent.. the madagascar, cursed and mr and mrs smith.. lala.. hee.. think should be the madagascar.. watever..

met dear for supper after his work on saturdae..tissue and plaster prata.. iced milo and horlicks.. hee..
had gastric on sundae.. joyce let mi off early.. went home in pain..

tts all i remembered for the previous week.. gawd!!

last week.. my little bro and god-bro's birthday.. went over to ah xi's chalet on the 6th.. celebrated his birthday.. we went down together wif jing jie.. bought him a real interesting present.. economical.. practical and motivational too.. wahaha... its a DUSTBIN.. its a pros dustbin.. bearing the no smoking sign on the sreen.. wahaha when its actually a dustbin for the smokers.. wif the cig holder at the top kind.. watever la.. also practical coz he dun hav a bin in his room.. hee.. bingo..

bought my donkeyass brother a wallet.. nickermann wallet.. 'naked man' is wat my babie calles it.. haa.. hope he likes it.. despite the fact tt he's using it over the one my mum bought him.. sorrie bro i couldnt eat out wif u on ur birthday eve... went home after cut cake session.. no pics to share for now.. needa take from sis.. sis was there at the chalet wif yasi and all ah xi's frens and cousins.. danny even stayed over the nite and booked in the next morning..

glad i saw sis most imp of all.. but remembered i din quite like the feelin i get.. went home to realise i actually din quite like the sis i hav now.. wat has happen.. was it tt we did not meet as often? or was it stress? work? mi? or someone else? dun like the idea of her smoking to death.. guilty somehow.. dun like the idea of her drinkin either.. even hate the idea of her hurtin herself.. i know.. and i mean i KNOW how it feels like when u need a space to explode ur anger but it seems so impossible as though u're stuck in an enclosed area.. but again.. its not worth it to vent anger out this way.. yet i couldnt bring myself to voice it all out in time before she goes out to join the rest.. spent time thinkin though.. prolly its the time gap.. as we've not meet.. i missed u sis.. :`(.. take care..

saw anto alfie brando jaq and ck along the way out of chalet.. ck dun seem to recognise mi or rather im transparent.. haa.. went home time dad called.. and once again i felt like a kid.. a little kido who will get lost once left alone for a short while.. rite at tt moment.. i missed da.. i tot of her.. wat could she be doin den.. i really missed her.. reached the carpark.. got off the bike.. and we naturally started talkin.. i teared.. but i felt good in the end.. coz it was dear im relyin on.. fortunate enuff le.. tts all i tot for the day.. enuff for mi le.. went home..

deciding to skip school coz of two papers.. dear went chalet the next morning.. had fun in escape too.. missed the fun.. later dear went back to sch.. for the nite's campfire.. and turned up at my place afterwards.. ;) .. accompanied for awhile before dear went home le.. he slept so little..

but for mi.. gastric.. i was bed ridden.. din go sch either.. stayed home till i had no choice but to see doc for help.. closed for lunch break.. so i went to clinic only ard three.. BUT doc was late!! and i only got to see her at ard four!! got an injection.. doc preferred it coz i was in pain since middle of night.. wished dear was ard.. i am scared of needles.. who isnt?! close to tears.. but it was great comfort soon as i feel the pain going away.. got home only i see double vision le.. wahaha.. dive into bed rite away.. but at least i got a two days mc.. hee.. and i got to see dear after his campfire..

i was alive and kicking already next day.. cant wait to see dear again.. and and!! i was secretly cycling outside along my corridors.. haa.. wif my bro watchin mi.. at first very paiseh leh.. so big le.. get my younger bro to teach mi cycle.. haha.. but din intend to let dear know.. hee.. it was getting fun as wheeled myself along the corridors.. but still looked like a fool.. haha.. haiz.. cmi.. somebody help mi.. haha..

tts bout it for last week.. haha..

came across our class very own papajo's blog.. miss the time when we would meet for project discussion.. our class leader in everything.. a joker but a very diligent worker when its serious time for work.. his my role model.. haa.. missed my sch mates those out in IPP and sch.. irene, eviline, yuan yuan, johna, fana, karen, peiyi, huiling and celine yong.. not forgetting budi and jon.. hope i din miss anyone.. but i miss DBI0308.. take care ya peeps..

dear was hesitating whether or not to go ubin cycle on mondae.. coz theres a test he hav to sit on tuesdae.. jus as i expected he couldnt get up.. how to?!! when he sleep onli at 6am in the morning.. stewpit guy.. dunno wat he doing either.. silly guy.. siao.. haha.. scold like he dunno.. aniwaez.. went to sch on monday.. bored.. haha.. missed dear.. left sch earlier wif jw and went down to orchard to find ma.. tot im rather weird myself.. tt i've decided to look mum up.. after she said she's free.. aniwae.. ended up making new frens wif aunt winnie's frens fron indonesia.. great fren.. met diana and her mum.. aniwae went to hotel phoenix wif them loh.. later daddy and bro came too.. hee.. eat eat and eat.. went home.. at nite dear came over!! the happiest thing tt happen to mi tt day.. i was was so so happie to see dear.. dunno why also.. machum like miss him so much like many many days never see him.. hee.. hugged rite away.. hugged.. hee.. stayed the nite.. dear study till 3am.. den we went to sleep.. hee.. went to sch together.. hee.. had breakfast together.. hee.. den go library.. hee.. so happie.. like so long nv everything go smoothly smoothly de.. hee.. so so happie.. ya loh.. hee..

but im so afraid i shoke dear's faith.. coz something happened.. anyway.. hope dear meant wat he said.. tt there is still trust.. watever the case.. im very happie nowadays.. i love u dear..

need go toilet le.. very cold.. waiting for jingwen den we going off early together.. now going to meet serene ger.. hmm..