phew.. okies.. jus wanna post a short entry on today..

went out wif mom.. yea.. i did.. and it was still okie la.. expected to hang out till nite even though she did say till about noon only.. woke mi up early in the morning jus to make sure i kept my promise to the beauty fair today.. its held at suntec convention hall and today's the last day.. yea.. though its not in the least of my interest.. i still parade ard the exhibition hall.. there were different stalls of the suppliers doing beauty cosmetics.. to facial treatment products and manicure stuffs and hairstyle too.. and i ended up as one of mom's guinea pig.. she wanna try out their prods u see.. yea.. so i had a free makeup makeover.. okie la.. haa.. i got purple eyeshadow.. not the smoky kind.. but din know purple would look okie on mi.. haa.. tot i dun suit. hahha.. den i had mascara!! and the gerl told mi i had LONG lashes.. do i?!?! hahha.. i dun even know.. yea coz i dun use mascara.. haha..

had late lunch at the congress kopitiam.. hahha.. okie la. the cheese prata is good. i mean GOOD.. hahha.. den took a cab to this ulu ulu place called the APS building.. jus some kind of hidden place in a deserted street.. and its along orchard rd summore.. dunno wat chetting rd la.. hahha.. to redeem the 2.3 inch lcd screen portable color tv.. interesting eh??

den again took a cab back to far east.. to settle down our stuffs.. we bought alot.. no i mean mom bought alot stuff she could sell for higher profits.. shant disclose the top top secret of how much difference.. but i was amazed at it too.. haa..
haiz.. all these while baby din call.. though i felt baby was awake le.. but as the benefit of the doubt.. i tot he was still slping.. so din cal.. but yea.. some how disappointed hin ba..

baby called later on while i was in the cab back to far east..

den we walked over to taka.. to look for daddy.. but daddy go for his company dinner le.. my daddy was awarded.. for some good stuff he did.. hee.. his efforts were paid off.. :) walked ard.. den saw afew frens.. :) den went back to far east again.. yea.. was hoping to meet dear along the way or something.. but was hoping he stay home too.. yea.. shopped ard and mom bought mi a new black top i was aiming for quite awhile.. and a new shiseido eye curler too.. hee.. after the girl say i've got nice lashes.. i wan to play wif mascara and curls liaoz.. haa.. wat a vainpot.. haa.. went back to office and had facial and massage.. stripped top off.. hee.. coz of the massage.. but all in all.. its been a real long while since i last went out wif mom and had all things went smooth like this.. though a little weird here and there.. i hope it was the rite choice i made afterall.. yea.. frens.. wanna do facial ma?? call mi eh.. :)

jus a thought that might or might not seem true to some ppl.. but i feel sometimes not everything can go smoothly.. jus like not every one is perfect and jus like no one can hav the best of both worlds.. so the same rule applies for mi as much as i would wan to change it.. but it seem to mi.. my home are all fine.. and things are definitely going smoothly wif mi and dear.. even though if its for the mean time or not.. coz i hope not to put him on his nerves again at my stewpidity.. haa.. watever.. and other then home and dear.. there are definitely my beloved frens out there.. still.. it seems to mi like i can still do something about.. something.. but im too tired to explain my side of the story if it means to make mi go build the interest in others first.. simply to say.. i think no one would be interested in listening anyway.. wat does it mean when one say friends forever?? does it really mean friends forever? wat is a promise and is it meant to be brokened? or kept? i dunno.. haiz.. its really driving mi nuts.. stop all the weird and hypocrite actions alright?? enuff.. its u im toking about.. u know.. enuff.. and if u need time.. to clear things in ur head.. i feel i deserve the rite to also know as im stil a fren of urs.. unless.. unless.. its not the way u wan it to be either.. haiz.. wats going on?? fuck it.. u wan it this way?? fine by me.. its a disgrace.. really a disgrace to hav things turn out this way.. instead of a friendship.. fine by me.. all fine.

im gonna relax.. and try to get things off my mind as much as i can.. im going out wif jw and aini ger on fri.. :) looking forward.. though i still dunno where to go.. haa..

dear's bringing mi out tml to cycling.. do u hear mi?? cycling!! hahha. yea!! really.. dear.. if its not for u i would not be wat i m today.. coz its all the good and bad u made us go through tt i've learnt.. learnt to let go of certain things. i dunno wat im toking about.. argh.. looking forward to tml.. :)

luv ya dear!!