time's 1.36am..

waited for my turn to use the lappy.. yea coz im too lazy to turn on the old com.. dear sent mi home after 9pm show.. den he should be hanging out wif danny and the rest at the pub..hope he returns home early.. din get to meet sis afterall.. dunno if will we meet up tml also.. but no idea to go where though.. and worst of all.. no cash.. dotz.. jus worry about baby.. when will you ever learn to rest early.. and improve on your health.. jus hate to see you feelin insecure bout yourself..

recently been feeling unsure.. of the future.. stepping into adult working life soon.. seem so fast.. yet i dun hav any goals or ambitions which could spur mi on.. which makes mi feel so lost at times.. theres jus too many things to worry about in life.. exams are long over for mi.. family had been on track.. other den the occasional squibbles here and there.. work.. and money.. frens and love.. haa.. guess it should be too much of slacking and rotting at home that makes mi feel like i've been wasting time away.. thus thinking too much.. i hope to get something acheived for everyday.. even a simple task at least.. haiz.. but it seemed impossible coz i got too much wants to do le..

okies.. enuff bout silly thoughts..

lets talk bout recently.. been meeting up wif jw..glad i caught up wif her and got her to share wif mi her recent being..definitely hope for the better for her.. even been to her place the other nite..

supposedly, was to meet up wif june today.. but she got two interviews and couldnt afford the time.. so we postponed again.. haa.. its been the third time already.. but still i could feel she was sincere.. and took the effort to reply and inform mi and stuff..

i should be returning to sch tml once again to settle my payment which was the result of a misunderstanding.. hopefully get to do something meaningful tml..

baby.. if not for my msg.. will u tell mi u're gonna stay out again? wats the use of telling u i dun like u going out at nite.. when u would not listen? im jus disappointed.. over wat?? over the fact that i jus mention that i dislike u going to meet them and return late.. yet u still went ahead.. i knew it.. not that i dun like u going out to meet them.. jus that i dun wanna see u making this a habit.. once u go out.. u either return late or nv at all.. haiz.. wat for talk to u so much.. dun wanna get mad.. but help mi not to.. jus disappointed.. see!! coz u did it once again.. u're gonna settle at di's place le den probably tell mi.. or maybe get drunk and slp thru and tell mi tmr??

fine.enjoy.