jus came back from chalet earlier this afternoon.. tired.. but had fun throughout.. during chalet sis joined us in the later nite on the first day after her work.. asri joined us later on the third day too..

activities we had.. cycling.. rollerblading.. swimming.. (almost everynite man..) wildwildwet.. this time no go escape.. ah di's mum came over the first evening.. bringing food over too.. there was fried rice.. hotdog cheese.. fried beefballs.. (their good..) dumpling and chicken wings.. really gotta thank her for all the food.. it kept us full till the next day man..

other past times were spent arcading.. in our room playing xbox.. or drinking away and playing cards.. mahjong and snake and ladder.. haa.. tts an old but all time fun game though.. most interesting happenings were nothing much.. except that i bath wif sis.. haa. recalling back the previous time i did that was ten years back.. when im 11 yrs ba.. haa.. girls to ladies.. haa..

shall not talk much but let the photos do the job..

but before i carry on.. i would like to sincerely apologise on the last nite for pissing dear off for certain actions that i made.. i dun push the blame on the fact that i drank.. coz i know im still wif my senses.. its jus.. it was meant to be an action on purpose.. i do know wat im doing.. jus that i seem to be rather high only.. and that triggered dear to take a stick.. though baby said i wasnt the main cause.. i know.. we all know.. its coz of mi.. baby din wanna make it big so i promised not to mention it again.. jus felt i shouldnt have been so misbehaving.. haiz..

and as for today.. the moment its time to go home.. i knew things aint gonna go anywhere good.. haiz.. and true enuff.. came home had a squibble wif popo.. shant go in details.. did my bedsheets.. unpack my dirty clothes and washed them.. bathed and masked my hair.. ate noodles.. watched tv.. took a nap at 7 till 8pm.. den went downstairs to help ma carry things again.. watched more tv.. dad came home.. tts when it happen..

i quarreled wif mom.. dad din say much though.. fucking bitch always wanna be the good person den everything push to dad.. its the silent attack again.. dunno how to explain.. haiz.. everything was still fine initially.. jus hate it when i hav the mood to talk and discuss things wif then and not get their support.. and they still make it seem like they care alot for u and all the hypocritical shit when they dunno much bout u.. jus makes mi feel so wrong to talk to them at times.. till i even wondered if am i still considered a part of the family.. sometimes its jus the weird feeling..

told mom apart from family.. its dear that i feel is the closest to me already.. that also wrong meh? at least im telling the truth and not like her going behind ppl's back and say things.. fuck it. i know.. i know wat she's thinking.. in her heart she mus be swearing.. saying im stewpit and that i should put family first.. blah blah..

at times its not that i purposely wan to rebel or wat.. i mean i dun like the fact that stewpitfarking bitch cant tell mi straight in the face.. den mus go behind my back.. and do shit. den not enuff.. from one thing can say till another.. say i dun care family.. and bro.. and i only know how to go out play.. cmon i go out for wat wif whu she also dunno.. not dunno.. i think she dun even bother to know.. den carry on say my frens.. mumberone target is .. haiz.. damn saddening la.. dun wanna disclose.. but it jsu makes mi wonder wat the hell in the world is those sickening logic she talked about.. i mean she dun even know mi well.. how to go ard describing my frens.. den start stereo typing misay i dun like to pick up calls from home.. describe till i machiam a small ah lian trying to get attention or run away from home?? grow up man.. get a life!!

suddenly i feel its all coming back again.. dunno how to communcate wif them again.. all of them.. outcasted?? haiz..


sis carry mi in the pool..


five of us.. with an alien twist..


five of us..


all the drinks are mine!!


the best customer award year 2006..




my baby resting..











all thanx to these.. we were kept busy in the nite..


our food supply for five days..


our dinner on the second nite..


hungwee sis..


freeze.. or i'll shoot!!


swinging in the playground..

lastly my fav pic..