its early tuesday morning 1.54am..

apparently.. decided to come over to keep dear company if it means to help him better focus on his studies.. and not otherwise.. its gettin hard for mi to make dear do things for the sake of his own good.. in simple terms, to listen to mi.. haa.. i think i should rephrase this sentence coz it seems tt i am on the unreasonable side..

however.. am sitting at dear's computer table reminising on the beautiful past.. had realise a long time ago.. that baby would be serving the nation soon.. but din expect that it could be as early as he finishes his exams in march.. and tts really soon to come.. however hard i try not to remember the fact.. it jus keeps reminding mi even in my dreams.. how nice.

but on a nicer tone, it may be a good thing afterall.. as in to say to get it over and done with.. instead of anticipating for its arrival.. brace yourself up adeline!! time is up.. soon..

reminising on the times when we were both still seemingly innocent and young..(yea rite..) haa.. still in the same room.. we were both doing our work diligently.. hoping to finish his D&T project fast.. to the times when we lunch or dine inside the room.. to quarreling.. haa..

den one by one.. as if its playing a video in my head.. was reminded of my old frens.. monica jie.. yiling ger.. jessica.. and sis.. hav seemed to go so so far away le.. im coming to an end of my tertiary education already.. getting quite uneasy bout the thoughts of working life and politics and all.. gonna miss all my education life and the togetherness wif them.. times in poly were definitely fun.. but i cant deny that there were difficult times as well.. those great times were memories to keep.. one very unforgetable period was when im attached to SCS for my attachment.. the new frens that i've made in jus a three short months.. or even less than that.. all of you.. makes an impact in my life.. but its sad.. its a pity i dun see the reason why hav things turn out to be cold and unapproachable.. someone pls tell mi why.. its really sad.. there seem to be something going on which i do not know of or maybe.. jus dunno.. someone pls..

*** my dear jus came back from the past.. **** wahahha..

hmm.. humans.. all of us.. came into this world.. alone.. even twins are borne into this world of different timing.. but in the journy called life.. there are jus the special frens to keep u company and walk wif u throughout different stages of ur life.. sad thing is.. most people are seasonal.. they change frens jus as the seasons change.. there are few which remains long.. its a pity..

best of friends are the siblings that God had forgotten to give us..

to al frens out there..do keep in contact okies.. take care and God bless..

*** jus had a bread competition wif dear.. haa.. he lost.. dun care.. hahha.. ***

nite all..