wed//blur

wednesdae..23/2

jus came home from dear place.. hmm.. woke up even later today..

had a dream.. frightening one.. i dreamt mi and my frens.. one group of us and other ppl as well.. we are stuck in this building.. no one knows wat to do.. wat to expect... there were ghost and monsters wif hideous faces out there to catch u if u're not careful.. jus so scary.. the whole place looks jus like a forsaken hospital or an office building.. corridors and rooms.. we tried to hide in this room which looks like a lab.. later found out there are many 'people' out side the room tryin to get in.. we totally freak out.. had to quickly change our hiding place.. found another door.. and clumsily scramble our way into the next room.. din realise this dream had started all the way since i slpt.. geez... giving mi the goose bumps..

woke up and still in bed.. i called dear.. wan tel dear bout the dream but i forgot bout it once i hear dear's voice.. ask dear help mi plan wat time to leave home.. ask dear bout his pants.. think i blur jus woke up.. make dear repeat wat he jus said.. i mean he already told mi how to approach uncle le.. but i still blur.. haiz.. dunno wats wrong wif mi these few days.. really got the short term memory coming up again.. scared.. den recently keep dropping lotsa hair.. and i mean really lots of em'.. hmm..

finally got off bed at 2pm?? den watch vcd awhile.. ate rice and vege.. ah po cook de.. very nice.. surprised ah po got cook.. coz its been a long time since i ate at home other den the reunion dinner.. anyway very hungry loh.. mus try to eat more so can still hope to grow more.. haha.. still look like a small kid man.. bath my dearest kino once i had my lunch.. now kino smell nice nice.. suddenly feel i very long never bring my doggie go down for a walk or something.. took pics.. den i bath quickly.. change up den go amk take bus to find jingwen daddy to make dear pants le.. hmm.. jw daddy so kind.. cut out a sample for mi so i can show dear.. after all the hassle.. went back to yck wait for dear.. going dear place.. once again.. took dinner at dear place.. they had mee.. den mus wrap urself de.. in the lettuce den dip into the homemade sauce.. den eat.. actually is nice de.. is very crunchy and yet tasty coz of the sauce.. but my ulcer spoil everything.. aunt mus b thinking i dun like to eat coz see i eat till like so xing ku.. haha.. the sauce abit sick for mi.. coz all vege one.. haha.. dun like vege ah!! haha.. anyway.. watch finish the vcd wif dear.. hee.. teared wor.. dear still make fun of mi.. later went home le.. feel time so so fast.. wrestle abit abit wif dear.. hee.. been so long since i played ard wif dear le.. anyway.. dear was abit worried for mi.. when he saw the amount of hair that i collected on his floor.. and each time i brush my hair i see a bundle of em on my hands between my fingers.. actually im afraid very afraid deep down.. but din wanna think so much.. hope its jus stress or wat.. den will stop soon.. anyway.. today no sch.. so shiok.. but starting next week is gonna b hectic for mi le i think...

all day.. at the back of my head.. had been thinkin bout sis.. ger i hope u're fine.. and if u're not.. trust mi u will be fine.. everything will b.. take good care okies sis..

nite sweetie.. i love you..
pls no more bad dreams..