rite.. my connection is down for the meantime.. coz we missed the bills for two months.. and im blogging illegally now.. haa..

since the day i went out wif yiling. she's been helping mi alot wif the seraching of jobs.. and kept introducing mi lots.. jus dun understand why she can get so many list of them while i cant.. realyl thanked her for all the help..

jus the other nite i was on the phone wif dear.. and i can tell u.. its rare to hav him callin in the middle of the nite and chat.. we chatted long into the nite.. though there was a little misunderstanding.. and mi messing up the conversation even more.. i know that on the whole, dear cared for mi.. that explains why he desperately wans mi to understand his point of view.. but i fali to let him understand that all i did was actually to try make myself available for him at this point of time.. even though at the end of the day i still did not meet him.. im still happie coz i know im there if he needs mi or wat.. so that's partly the reason why i kept rejecting the offers to work.. im sorry baby.. i understand where u're coming from okies..

jus this morning.. my ex manager called mi up to ask if i still available for a job.. he asked mi to go back to help him out at his outlet.. haa.. so happie but im still considering.. hope i can make my decision fast..

last nite went out to meet danny.. intention was to go find dear and hav dinner wif him de.. but baby had his already.. so we're left alone.. we ended dinning at burger king.. den we went to the fountain of wealth and chill.. listened to the songs there and chat wif him.. made a song dedication too! haa.. my first time.. but baby couldnt hear.. hmm.. anyway.. hope to get a job soon.. for the sake of money and also still make myself available for baby..

take care all frens.. esp to my poly mates.. heard theres gonna b a chalet coming soon.. :)