im exhausted.. not from the time i spent wif sis over the past one day.. but the fact that i got stuck outside my home.. coz i forgot to bring my keys out along with mi.. and due to desperate need of toilet.. i reached for a hanger from grandma's room window and twisted it long enuff to hook out the keys from my room window.. thank God my window isnt locked.. if not i would've pee-ed outside my home.. altogether i took almost half hr outside my house.. others might think im a robber or wat.. haa..

went out yesterday in the afternoon to meet sis.. after accompanying granny to the ntuc to get some groceries.. since i was running late again.. pushed time back half hr meeting her.. den bath and rushed out.. but instead of swimming we were caught stuck in J8 walking ard.. coz of the rain.. argh!! and so.. we went window shopping.. haa.. yea while still wearing our swim suit inside.. and den.. we tot of another nasty idea.. and so.. we head to the highest floor.. and den.. we end up buying tics to two movies show.. wahahha.. not one but two.. haa.. "Ultravoilet" and "The Hills Have Eyes".. their good.. hee.. especially the latter.. its not really a horror show but puts u in suspense and excitement.. and gets u real violent.. till a certain extent mi and sis was even enjoying the hacking of monsters body that part.. haa.. gruesome.. and definitely not for the faint hearted. haa.. ok enuff advertising for the show.. haa..

den we went to grad a bite at ThaiExpress.. there the service so so .. food also ok la.. but the dessert there was good.. haa.. and after ordering our food den we realise our show will be on in like fifteen minutes.. so bein us silly gers.. we rushed through our hot food and even managed to still chat along the way.. haa.. den rushed in for our show.. and den.. being the silly us.. we still tot the swimming complex is open.. so we rushed there but to our dismay.. the guy actually close the door and shut the gates in front of us! @#$^*! and den.. haiz.. decided to stay over her place loh.. since i din wanna go home as yet..

but i think it was the wrong day to stay out ba.. i din feel good rite after dad's call.. and sis ask wats wrong when she came in so i guess she prolly knew something was wrong.. watched vcd den chat a little den off to lala land for sis.. guess i was left on the wrong note to myself to slp.. no matter how i stop myself from fidgetting and opening my eyes.. i jus couldnt get to slp.. its jus not the time for mi to slp yet.. its onli 1230am!! and still so far away from my slping time.. den thoughts wondered.. den i teared.. coz its as though.. i felt all the possibilities of lost and lonliness all in one nite.. on the thought that if dear was already in army.. den i missed dear..so badly i teared.. all the way.. till bout 2 plus before i finally msg dear.. phone gave up on mi rite after i sent the msg.. sad.. but however.. i still felt that dear did reply to my msg.. and so it jus help to make mi feel better.. thanx baby!

this morning woke up ard the same timing as sis.. washed up den head off to yck pool.. haa.. we finally had our swim..haa..

can say i had great fun when wif sis.. but theres jus one thing bugging mi.. and thats the money matter.. its not mi to be taking treats from ppl all the time.. same as her.. coz i noe we both like to treat our frens.. but everything i eat i spent on was on her yesterday.. and for that i really feel bad.. think of the past.. when i was the one to help support her a little here and there.. haa.. wat goes ard comes ard.. really grateful for her.. but maybe its jus that im not used to the fact that i can no longer treat le ba.. anyway.. thanx sis..

baby.. i missed u.. so so much..