hmmz... went baby place yesterday.. hope baby slept well.. rushed a little.. coz i din wanna be too late.. was already runnin late le.. den almost forgot to take my uniform for work later.. im sorry i know i shouldnt even be workin today.. evn more tml..

came to work.. waited for bus 31 for quite some time.. finally it came.. den reached scs only.. it rained like dunno wat.. so cold in here.. den faster meet huiling to clarify mistakes to amend.. den finished it all in half hrs time.. i took the whole day to do same thing yesterday.. wth.. haha.. so glad dear called.. jus wanna brighten him up.. but i hav to disappoint him.. i know its my fault.. regrettin now..

sharp pain in my tummy jus now.. den later went out for lunch loh.. felt not rite.. den went to toilet.. and holy shit.. of all times it had to be now..aunts visit wth.. joey acc mi all the way.. thanx ger.. went to the stewpit small cramped toilet.. den went to line up to get cash at the posb.. its drizzlin already.. not rainin.. den went to 7 eleven.. buy 'mian bao'.. den ger went buy food first.. so i decided to go find another toilet.. found one at the opp hawker.. this time need pay so i tot better environment maybe.. went in quite clean.. later found out all the toilet bowl choked loh!! stewpit.. only the last cubicle 'safe' to go in de.. haiz.. no appetite.. but ate finish my food anywayz.. yea.. kept lookin at my phone coz im hopin maybe to receive a msg from dear..prolly his restin or sleepin ba.. left hawker time started to rain like mad dogs again.. yea.. so took cab back to scs.. haha.. got rid of all my nine ten cent coins tt i paid in return for my toilet trip.. wth.. back in office le.. cold.. begin to realise my moods changin.. sianz.. msg al my frens to ask if anyone can help mi at 12 to 4 tml.. but no one replied.. only june.. all the way till now.. den they reply say not free.. sianz liao.. i really wanna pei dear..

his doc changed his antibiotics for him.. a stronger one.. extend his mc till sat.. my baby's really sick.. there's one thing i dread now.. him not letting mi to visit him.. baby take care.. shant disturb u le.. hope u'll leave mi a msg once in a while to tel mi u're fine okies.. take care baby.. i love u okies.. rest well..