busiest week of my life ever.

now tat we are adults.
we should think twice about wat we do and the consequences that follows..
we have to answer for our doings and be responsible.
it is very childish and selfish if we act on impulse just to satisfy our mere wants.
and in turn bring worries to ppl around us, especially close ones..

tt was frm my dearie this mornin..
tt woke mi up from my childish tots..
tt woke mi up from my dreams and brought mi back to reality..

jus barely a week after giving birth to little Javier..
& im seperated from my hubby and baby..
and tts bcoz i came down wif chicken pox.. how lucky i can get..

little Javier was born on 24sep at 1719pm, 2.975kg..
very thankful for little javier.. nv tot i did it finally..
bringing my precious little one to life.. it feels miraculously wonderful.
with little javier. life will be different onwards.
seriously dunno wat lies ahead of mi now..
sometimes questioning myself for the things i do.
is it for the sake of baby. is it for the sake of my hubby..
or is it for the sake of myself.

but think on the brighter side adeline!
things will definitely be different..
but life's gonna be more fun..
more promisingly fun and upside down..

thank you to all my frens
who came to visit mi thru this trying period..
all of u.. u know whu u all are..
i thank god for all u wonderful ppl..

thank you to all my jiaren..
whu came and left mi wif great advices sticking wif mi supporting mi throughout..

thank you to my family and his..
for taking care of mi and baby all these while..
i cant thank you all enuff for all the help given..

and lastly thank you my dearest..
for being there wif mi since the very start..
though its been a very emotional roller coaster ride for both of us..
though life has been draining us dry of energy and fun..
though we may not be together physically now..
but we both know its gonna be for temporarily only..
rite dear..
i am so looking forward to having our lives back to normal.. wif little javier..
to have more wonderful memories together..
and i believe u do too..
i love you baby..
my one and only..
now and forever..