it definitely isnt a gd day..
rite from the very beginning..
got off the wrong side of bed..
got a bad hair day and was late for work..

get home in time to throw a temper at my family..
its my bad.. i know..
im lost and stressed..
work's not going anywhere good..
and im not gainin much liking anywhere either..
i keep forgetting things..
and it sucks..
like fuck..

i dun like to hav myself in ppl's mouth or in ppl's stares..
i dun like to involve others if i jus cant finish my own work..
but eventually i got others involved by making a whole team return home late today..
as late as ten..
i made a few mistakes last week and ppl are clearing the shits for mi today..
and i dun like it.. !

im in a foul mood and i dun wish to talk to anyone or do anything..
i dun wan to go to work i dun wan to go anywhere..
i dn wan to see mommy and daddy..
mommy's mad and daddy breaks his promise..

if only..
if only i could..
i wish i would..
i miss you dear.. dearly..
take care there.. and i hope u're not having sucha bad time like wats it over here..

be home soon..


sis.. thank you.. (u might not know for wat.. but thanx..)
jie.. thanx for meeting on sat.. still got ur pearl.?
yiling ger.. thanx for having mi over at ur place.. rem its my honour to help u.. cya soon..
jw ger.. thankiew so so much for the pleasant meeting last min.. its really sweet.. a meeting once inawhile.. our promise okie?


baby. let mi see u in dreamland tonite??