wth.. wat the hell! there u go wif ur mood swings again..ok fine. im fine wif it.. my fault again.. its not the first time either.. i said 'watever' coz one word describes it all..

i dun even know wat happen and was jus trying to know wat went wrong.. wat did i do or wat did i even say.. coz i realise as we were talking.. ur response ur attitude changed.. all the one word answer when i ask u questions..fine.. arent u rude? u could hav jus said' jie im not in a good mood.. please stop talking..' or ' im pissed wif u for watever reasons. so jus leave mi alone' i will! damn it.. i still got the heart to ask u wat happened my dear boy.. and this is wat i get.. fine again.. and one more things..please shut ur fucking mouth on the ah lian here and there.. i know wat i am and wat im not.. and im not trying to contradict myself wif the 'shut ur fucking mouth' .. i meant to say, please STOP all ur nonsense shit of ah lian here and there.. we've been communicating wif these all the time.. den explain to mi why the sudden change and names for mi?!?! if im an ah lian.. den does that makes u an ah beng? if u're tryin to change mi and stop mi from swearing all the time and helpin mi instead. u can do it in another manner.. and not by calling names. esp ah lian.. wth.. and after everything.. u go about saying sorry.. oh gawd.. tell mi wat am i suppose to do.. to learn from mistakes when i dun see any? to jus shut up and let u on ur way? im sorry too anyway.. if theres's anywhere im at fault.. i've always wanted u to see my point of view.. tts all..

it all started when i asked if u're free this fri. i could hav settle well at the 'see how things go'.. but u hav to leave the house jus coz u cant stand mi and need a fresh air outside? or wat? i ask if u're hungry and u said 'i dunno' nice said. wel done. ok fine. yea. u can change ur mind on sleeping early or not.. to go hav prata and watch soccer or not. and jus dun give a shit about ur promise to ur jie.. ok fine! really.. do watever pleases u.. (on a nice tone, jus in case u say i wanna pick a fight again)pls jus pls dun make mi feel like giving up on u..

i've no intentions on starting an entry like that.. but bah.. watever.. people can really affect people.. haiz.. pls let mi see my baby soon.. soon.. i've got things planned already..
its nothing really exciting.. there's no where i wan u to pei mi go. or bring mi out to play.. i only wanna spend quality time wif u.. tts all tt matters to mi.. baby.. i miss you.. and im proud of u today.. wif ur 4km road march wif all ur heavy stuff to carry.. its gonna be ur ippt.. test tml.. jiayou ok.. fail nvm.. do ur best can le.. i still love u.. looking forward to thurs..

and bro.. i still love u too.. haiz.. pls dun show mi any attitude anymore.. i really dun think i deserve this shit.. and i really dun think u are these kinda shit i see at times.. please.. argh!

graduation day today was rather bored.. and simple.. attended today's ceremony and had some photo taking sessions.. not in the rite mood to post up pics.. din get to see most of my mates.. aini ger! jw! celine and irene.. but still thank my mom for attending it too la.. bah~