not once but twice in a row..

i'll nv forget the look u gave mi wif ur eyes starin so fiercely the previous nite.. u know wat it tells mi?? it tells mi hatred.. tt u only hav hatred for mi.. cant wait to jus simply give mi a tight slap.. wat did i do wrong.. den again the following nite..

wat happen??wat the hell.. jus wat the hell did i do wrong?? estimated wrongly?? did i not cal u ?? its not as if i go out play? chiong? or at a fren's place.. im sorry.. i shall sit on ur shoes and ponder on myself.. i did not keep to my word bout going off in a short while.. i took longer than fifteen minutes.. we cleanly forgotten all about the whole stack of uncounted plates and containers back at the pantry.. we only concentrated on those outside ones.. we over estimated the amount we had to clear wif jus so little man power.. yea its our fault we handle it too lightly by having only three full time stayin back.. but tts the only amount of full time we hav in our outlet.. other than the manager himself.. but are you even interested to listen to my explanation? no.. you are too angry yourself to even cool down to catch a breath..

all these.. will u wan to listen to mi?? if i had said it out? you were boiling.. u were fuming mad.. u cant jus take in watever i say.. so wat for i say.. u will only say.. 'oh so now its my fault la.. ' so wat now?? how do u expect mi to carry on the conversation when its already not a conversation??

hav i been misbehaving? hav i always been playing missing in action? so hard for u to find? this is the very first time i cant account for my absence for u.. but tts also because im at work damn it.. its only the very first time..

whu would love to get shouted at after a long hard day at work? of all things..........

i know u are tired.. i know i eventually got u out of the house jus coz of mi.. i din mean to..

you know it.. that i hate i hate and i hate most to be shouted at.. of all things.. u had to jus do it your way.. and its only the one and only time i got too carried away wif my things.. and u had to flare up this way..

is it tt u are tired of mi already? tt im getting on ur nerves already? tts every little mistake i do will get u mad.. pls prove mi wrong i hope im really wrong.. coz u can jus flare up at mi at the slightest..

.. i tot u would understand tt there's a reason if i do not attend to my every calls .. i know i cant make u presume im still working.. but i did told u before tt i'll be late.. din i? all my frens say they were so so envious of mi.. coz i hav such a caring one.. to pick mi up.. to come out at such an hour.. i too felt touched.. really.. i feel good.. but at the same time i know im in for some shit.. so.. jus as expected..

its all my fault.. i should hav worn my expensive new watch.. i should hav carried my phone along wif mi all the way.. i should hav go checked my fone once in awhile.. i should hav.. but i din.. its all my fault..

u in the wrong?? of coz not.. u were jus concern bout mi being late home and my safety.. wat the hell am i thinkin.. how could i.. perhaps.. u are too tired now tt sch starts.. and ur bp raising.. i should hav tot of it.. im sorry im not caring and understanding enuff.. haiz.. how many sorry hav i wasted.. i..............

i jus hate to see u flare up.. really..

tts all i hav to say.. im heart brokened..

pls dun cut mi of like tt in the future.. i got.. haiz..