gd mornin all.. as early as my clocks says.. its 8.08am.. not tt i wake up early.. its tat i hav not touched my bed and hugged my pillows yet.. yea.. i couldnt slp.. but rather tired though..

end up lookin through some pics and deleting some old docs away.. com slowed down alot.. needa clear alot rubbish in my com le.. pics especially.. uploaded the pics i took on my baby's birthday.. and managed to send them to ah xi and sis..

its been quite awhile since i last wrote.. had been workin since last week thursday till this week mon.. straight five days... tiring.. yet fun.. get to be wif my sst gers.. getting kinda sad and anxious at the same time.. yea sushi tei far east outlet closing down le.. all whu are regular customers there.. quickly come down a few more times okie.. before u run out of opportunity to eat there.. i will miss the environment in there.. and workin wif the ppl there too.. customers.. especially imanaka san.. its been close to 6 weeks since i last saw him.. haiz.. missed him though..

wun get the chance to bring dear there to eat le.. not much time we've got since his on attachment still.. suddenly remembered zhen yi.. she left sst quite long ago le.. went over to fine dining at boat quey there.. asked mi along but i was still considering.. i remembered those times.. we were working together.. den there was once.. her bf came over to specially order yasai miso soup for her.. knowing it was her break time.. he paid and quickly left.. giving her a surprised.. haha.. still remember to shock face on her.. btw his called davindrance.. long name huh?! haha.. yea.. he's half a chinese and indian.. but he looked 100percent chinese loh..wadever.. at times he would sit in at sushi tei, order a glass of orange juice and read newspaper.. but everyone knows he's there jus to accompany zhenyi..speaking of which.. dear has never seen mi at work.. haha.. except jus for that one time i remember..when he came down to fetch mi after work.. as we are suppose to catch a movie.. i rem baby was feelin rather unwell den.. hmm.. so far.. yiling ger.. yasi.. danny kor.. cunxi.. jingwen came before.. ohya and esther.. haha.. and alvin too.. gonna miss far east sst.. btw im going for sst D&D.. hee.. yea!! baby agrees too.. heard i was going to be nominated for miss sushi tei.. i hope not.. embarassed myself onli.. haha.. be it june or annabelle.. i think beter den mi.. hah.. lookin forward.. hee..

hmm.. i jus watched two movies jus now.. oh i mean yesterday..haha.. the skeleton key and the 40yr old virgin.. if u would like to sit in for a gd laff.. the latter would be a gd one.. baby came to pick mi up after he sent his laopo bike for inspection.. hee.. we went j8 walk walk..saw cai hua.. told him things i felt maybe i shouldnt.. since its so long ago.. it looks as though im tryin to make them fall out as frens.. no intentions baby.. i jus wanna let u know.. coz i felt it was rather on impulse on her part.. wadever.. hee.. anyway.. we had teppan yaki at food junction.. hee.. food was okie.. everythin was okie.. of cos la.. my baby wif mi.. haha.. i feel baby gave mi the lead.. we had teppan yaki instead of dear's cartel.. we watched two movies instead of walkin ard town.. which was dear's intention.. hee.. machum i queen lei.. haha.. i am queen.. queen lyn.. wahhah..i had a good time wif my baby.. thank you baby.. its been a long time since i had a good time with you.. really.. i feel good.. dunno wats the difference but it felt real nice..

tot i was going to ruin dear's mood.. as i screwed things up the nite before.. i had advertly hurt alvin's feelins too.. din know how to help the situation.. so i shut him up.. haiz.. so not mi.. but it was getting on dear's nerves.. but that incident also helped us to get closer.. though i made him cry and made us lost our slp.. im sorry baby.. but thank you for still believing in mi.. really.. thank god we kissed and made up.. really..

we rested our eyes for an hr plus and dear had to wake up for his medical check up.. so i waited for him at his place.. feel so warm.. erm.. like my home yet so unfamiliar kind but its a sweet and infamiliar kind if u know wat i mean.. hmm.. his mum and dad was home.. talked wif his mum after i got up ard one.. haa.. she asked if is baby still havin alot gers coming after him.. haha.. and said.. he has a bad temper.. and its not gonna help if it goes on.. well im glad its gettin better though.. we talked bout serene too.. and about him goin on army.. den baby's mum also mentioned its rather difficult havin to please everyone in the family de..not an easy task.. take the chrysanthemum for example.. my baby likes it sweet.. while his sis doesnt.. haha.. hmm.. food for thoughts.. haha.. anyway.. i like the feelin of waiting for him at home to return home.. hee.. enuff said..

hmm.. quite amazing at how much u can get from a gal who din get any rest for the whole nite.. haha.. i hope baby.. will get enuff rest and get up early.. hav his lunch den go to work.. baby.. please be more normal can.. haha.. u really becoming more and more abnormal lei.. wan a healthy baby.. hao ma.. love you.. good nites..

**hav been thinkin through.. wat my other frens hav told mi before.. am i really considered stewpit at times .. but i feel its not easy being a stewpit gal too.. if one understands.. it pays off.. eventually.. i know it will..