wednesdae..29/06
my baby came over my place after his lessons on wednesday.. den we booked tickets for the show war of the world.. nice show.. not really realistic.. but tts the way its suppose to be ba i guess.. all movies..

we dropped by the bank.. and asked bout openin a savings account.. a savings account!! i was the one who initiated a joint account.. but the whole idea seem to be forgotten le.. for quite some time le.. den suddenly dear seem so enthu bout it.. dear became so interested.. im so surprised.. but happy deep down... we took a queue number.. and waited.. and waited.. but time was running.. den we tot we might be late if we still dun go.. so decided to come back again some other time.. den i remember dear the customer service officer.. how long will the procedure take?? and is it okie if i come back again.. but without her.. (as in without mi.. ) cso said i hav to be there coz its a joint account.. i was thinkin .. maybe dear din wan a joint account.. den again i remembered dear say somethin else... quite sad.. coz dear sound as though he's the one getting a new account instead of US.. anywayz.. din think much bout it la..

with dear's estimation, we left bank and arrive ps at the right timing.. hee.. bought cheesey hotdog.. and minute maid's lemonade.. NICE!! muz drink.. hee.. our new favourite.. bit hungry after show.. so i suggested noodle omelette..dear seem reluctant.. but we went there anywayz.. together wif zh.. but ltr we had a misunderstandin.. tt left mi and him standin there rite in the middle of nowhere.. squabbling away.. had a bit of argument.. but there wasnt any violence not to worry.. hee..jus suddenly realise dear is still as temperamental as ever.. within a sec he can spark up a fire.. i dunno.. but im all to blame.. pure stupidity.. but this time i admit i was darin to say a few words.. to talk when i feel the need to.. not jus stand there all the way and let him talk to a block of wood.. but dear misunderstand tt i was answerin back or wat.. anywayz.. its over.. we kissed and made up.. but i got no hug coz.. of my stupidity again..

glad tt whole thing was over soon.. and we were fine afterwards.. hope dear's really fine inside.. coz i dun really know wat he was thinkin when he went off like tt while i was talkin to him.. din like it though.. spoiler..
anywayz.. we had our dinner wif jj and zh.. at the place where it costs 70++ bucks for a plate of wanton noodles.. hee..

im sorry dear..

thursdae..30/6
returned to sch.. was feelin even more tired these days even wif the absence from sch.. dunno why.. was lookin forward to hit the bed once home.. but met up wif esther.. coz i felt she needed to talk.. empathise wif her la.. hope she'll be fine.. was thinkin its gonna take awhile.. but i return home wif dear.. to pack up my stuff and go dear place.. and had to slam the door shut wif my bro shoutin at mi as i leave.. hurt man..

why cant he jus understand its mi the one whu's takin in all the rumblings and naggings from ah po.. i noe his jus tryin to help make mi feel better.. but i cant jus ignore coz i do really wan to help u to go to bed earlier so u can get up early the next day.. i called u not once or twice.. i called u a zillion times even bfore i go out to meet esther... and when im back!?!? i see u on the com playin games!!! if its forum or mail at least better.. but games?? over games u shout at mi?? u are really one tamade big fat bad egg man..

Dun Do Tat Again!!

went over dear place.. watched tv.. dear went bath.. such a good boy.. hee.. but i pissed dear off at my carpark.. so sad.. coz i noe dear tryin to talk to mi.. help mi feel better.. but the way i answered him kinda pissed him off ba.. den he went fast on the road loh.. all the way.. was so scared i might fly off his bike man.. but im sorry dear.. im really tired.. din even hav the mood to move le.. nt even ur house.. really tired.. but i feel bad turnin u down.. and u said ur ma cooked.. so ya..

anyway i feel very nice and homely to be able to eat at ur place.. though not like alot ppl eat together or wat.. but i love ur ma's dishes.. even though simple ones can be so delicious.. den i drank the soup.. den only i suddenly tot of da..
really miss da so so much.. i teared for some time while eating... sorry if i spoil ur mood.. but i really couldnt control.. summore bro shouted at mi.. den i thinkin if da still ard den maybe things would be different le.. summore im dead beat.. really tired out.. sorry okies dear.. i know u understand mi de.. but im sorry ya??

shall carry on tml.. i wanna get some slp.. tml workin at twleve.. btw i chated wif monica jie jus now.. glad to be able to lend a listening ear to her.. missed her too.. chatted so so long loh. haha.. din even realised it.. from 1030 till bout 1am.. haha.. miss her..

missing my dear even more.. nite baby..